Capsule mini

Life is challenging and complicated. I've seen people with simple life and I was like got bit really envy of them. Rasa nak je minta petua. Petua tak lain tak bukan, be a good muslim. InsyaAllah He gonna ease everything for us.

There are times when I feel like my life's challenges are even challenging than the others. Though I know, ada insan yg lebih2 lg cabaran hidup mereka. Hence I know that I must be strong and betul2 bersyukur dgn apa yg Dia kurniakan buat masa ni.

Looking into my phases with en.Ubi, we rather call the challenges as 'capsule'. We've been through some capsules and we knew that there will be lots of capsules waiting to be launched.

Raya hari tu we've passed one of the capsules. Syukur yg tidak terhingga pd Allah. Closest family members and friends je yg tahu pasal ni. Less people know the better kot at this moment :)

After that, I've started to even more realize that, pusing-pusing kot mana pun, terarahnya kita kembali pd Allah. Dia yg membuka pintu rezeki. Kalau kita rasa kita 'xde rezeki', I will remind myself utk cepat-cepat istighfar. Sbb kita sbg hamba kena sentiasa bersangka baik pd Dia. I am no one of His good caliph but akan cuba cuba dan cuba to be one.

en.Ubi is now trying to launch his own capsule - to inform his parents that he's accepted a new and a better job (insyaAllah) in private sector. Which this would mean that he's offboarding from current office - uitm - govern sector. 

Nothing much i can do as his partner selain giving him full mental and psychology support. Yg mana baik utk masa depan dia, insyaAllah baik utk masa depan kami. Saya yakin setiap tindakan yg dia ambil, our future is well considered by him.

.. I've started mumbling about my job to him. Telling him how my job demand me till sometimes I've ignoring him. So he texted me just now

en.Ubi: Awak nk tau kenapa saya nk cepat kahwin dgn awak?

me: Kenapa...

en.Ubi: Biar awak fokus kerja. Lepas balik kerja, saya nampak je awak. Tak perlu risau. Even saya boleh ambil awak balik kerja, makan sama-sama makanan yg awak masak, buat semua benda bersama. My whole life ada awak. Walau penat mcm mana pun, awak ada. Walaupun hidup tak mudah, tp ada awak

Touched by that, saya rasa nk jadi surirumah sepenuh masa pulak haih..!

Salam Aidilfitri.

ala tomei-tomei..

Assalamu'alaikum! 

Lama betul xjumpa naa? Sihat? Puasa tak? :)

Ha... korang mampu belum apa-apa lagi dh letak gmbar bakal makmen?? Hahahah. Tgk tu permainan cik gayah - style tangan kiri tolak handbag ke belakang sedikit agar tidak mengganggu konsentrasi mencari dan memilih cincin idaman saling tak tumpah seperti bakal makmen. Ni bukan ambil hati ambil berkat atau bodek segala okeh. Ni jodoh namanya. Pffthhh~~

Ni nk cerita sikit pengalaman 'keluar' bersama bakal makmen utk cari cincin.

en.Ubi selalu cakap, he always wanted to buy me Habib. Sbb the first ring that he bought for me was from Habib. So he want to make it as a legacy. Mungkin bg korang like ntahpapentah ber-legasi bagai. Tp sentimental value nya only en.Ubi & me yg tahu, yg rasa :)

So, by time keluar dgn bakal makmen, hati for sure rasa mcm nk pergi Habib Setia City Mall (closest to rumah ffil). Tp bakal makmen ajak pi Shah Alam. And so we went.. I somehow proud with myself, sbb wpun hati sendiri was like dh ada 'aim' nk ke Habib, but I didnt felt frust ke, nk bg cadangan lain ke, or what-so-not bila xdapat pergi Habib. I smiled a lot instead, when be with her and together looking for the ring. Kami ambil masa stgh jam utk keluar masuk bberapa buah kedai emas and finally, we managed to 'get' the ring.

Cepatkan setengah jam? Sy pun terkejut sbb we managed to find the ring dlm masa yg singkat. Selalunya bila dh berkenan pd design, size pulak xde (size jari manis sy 6" if berbatu & 8" if solid plain). But this time around, everything was on track :)

Add to my surprise, bakal makmen yg bayarkan for the ring. I've never thought of this. Selalu, akan tnya en.Ubi, berapa budget dia for the ring? Sbb takut sakan sgt pilih smpi botak kepala en.Ubi. And masa pilih2 cincin tu, bakal makmen keep on asking to the Sales Asst, "yg berat sikit xde? yg padu sikit xde?" Me was like, err... cukup ke tu budget en.Ubi?? But everything turned as a relief bila bakal makmen keluarkan credit card beliau. Muahahahaahahah! Thank you ibu! (awwwww, I'm practicing yaww! :p )

i don't need you to promise me anything

but i do need you to promise to Allah

that you'll be a good caliph to Him 

so that you'll be a good Imam to me