penat

Sy perasan bila sy x makan dgn kuantiti yg sepatutnya dr pagi smpi ke petang, sy akn start pening and body temperature naik. Kalau jumpa doktor by that time sure dpt mc wpun larat je cntinue keje. What im trying to share is, bila xmkn seharian je sy akan demam. Ahahah. Ape ke sadis sgt jenis penyakit. Asal xmkn je demam. Cett. The other thing sy perasan ttg my biological reaction is that, bila sy stress melampau, sy akan muntah. Kt office dh 2-3kali kena cmni. Close friends pun notice hal ni. Kdg2 bila too think of works, personal matters, family dlm 1 tempoh yg sama, stress level tu akn smpi ke tahap un-control. Tu yg sy muntah kot? So bila org ckp, "xlaratla buat bnda ni. Nk naik muntah dah!" Dulu sy igt ckp2 metagora je. Rupanya jd kt diri sendiri. Huuu.. so normally if sy rasa bdn sy dh start lain mcm je, sy akn move away dr current place sy skejap. Gi la toilet ke pantry ke just for the sake of not cntinue thinkimg of the problem or hal tu. If else, cnfirm muntah. Ni semua faktor usia ke ek?? Esok2 kalau dh ada 2-3 anak, pantang stress sikit muntah. En.ubi sure confuse, ni stress ke or ada baby baru? Wakakakakkk..... Bai! Nk masak megi ;)

the sad me..

I hve lots to tell but snce xdak laptop (laptop office sila dok diam2 kt office or else im going to eat sleep pray shishi with work!). Err ktne td? O ha. But since xde laptop so malas nk berblog. Sbb template draft lari semua when im blogging via tab. Sad :( Topup my sadness sbb both of us (me & en.ubi) stucked with workloads. And this has earlier jd kerisauan our parents. Dulu my future makmen siap bincang2 dgn my mom about my work. By tht time sy mcm rilex2 lg. Laa ni bila en.ubi dh tukar kje n mula busy dgn kje dia, sy pula risau. How are we going to hve a healthy fmly later on?? This work-thingy I honestly feels like getting more of my attention than my preparation for the day. Sad :( there are times penat sgt dgn keje sampai bminggu2 sy lupa lgsung pasal preparation. Supersad :( And esok, sy kna keje. Sy ada project iraq yg belum siap. Sy taktipu. Tu mmg project iraq. See, org lain smbut hri malaysia, sy stanby nk 'bperang' di iraq.. bye :(

my very first love

Koranggggggg...!!! Nk tau tak! Saya jumpa balik so called ex-boyfriend saya masa zaman cinta monyet dulu! Hahah dono why im so getting hype rite now :p oh btw, bkn jumpa face to face pun. Jumpa dlm fb. Kalau jumpa bdepan, sure saya xkenal dia dh. Sbnrnya x igt dh pun muka dia mcm mna tp bila tgk gambar, old-sweet memories come la kan.. more to that, saya dh download dh pun gambar dia. Hahahahh!! (Im seriously hype in this. Weeee) mesti korang wonder dia single lg ke tak? Hensem ke tak? Goshh I wonder too! ;) To be honest, sy tertanya2, dia jadi orang ke tak? Mcm takut dia 'tak ok'. Korang nk tgk tak gambar dia?? Here he is :)

Dh berfamily dh pun. How was my taste back then? Haha. Dulu taste sy cmnila kot. Lelaki kurus, tinggi, cerah. Tp semua tu zaman cinta monyet. Sekarang selera mak dah berubah nyah. Wekekekrkekk... Igt lg, dia senior saya kt sekolah rendah. Dia std6, sy std4. Masa firsssssst time nmpk dia dulu sumpah jatuh cinta tahap dlm dunia ni dia sorg je yg paling hensem! Weeee... zaman tu zaman AtoZ itik gembo2 tu. Muka dia pulak masa tu saling tak tumpah mcm Lan AtoZ. Ape lg, angaula cik gayah melekap telinga mlm2 kt radio dgr lagu AtoZ, Darjat. "Beza antara kita, rupa darjat dan harta, sudikah terima..." Gitteeeeww cik gayah masih hafal lirik. Wekekekekkk. Bila time sekolah agama (belah ptg), suka tgk dia pkai songkok. Ada style woo dia pkai songkok. Zaman tu kan zaman rambut M. Follow style nick backstreetboys katenyee. Lawakla bila igt2. Tp sungguh, diala jejaka idaman cik gayah masa tu. Hahahah Nk dijdikn cerita, lps upsr dia masuk sekolah mnengah. 2thun kmudian sy pulak, tp at a different school. The best part sekolah kami dekat2. There was 1moment, akhir thun f1 ke f2 ntah. Kami tserempak masa balik sekolah. Dia punyala nk meluru kt saya (dia naik basikal nk cross jln), sampai almost being hit by a car! Reason why sbb dia xtgk kiri kanan, trus mluru kt sy. Wahhhhhh, hindustan sgt masa tu :) oh btw, muka dia muda2 dlu ada iras2 akshay khanna jg jgn memain! Haha Lps drpd tu, kami mmg lost contact. Zaman tu hp bru je keluar kot. Hp nokia. Sy mmg xdela hp kan. So smpi itu jelah cmta monyet cik gayah.. Memandangkn sy ni kaki stalker, sy download skali gmbr anak dia. Supercomel! Tgk la wife dia uolls. Alhamdulillah hepi tgk dia dpt bina fmly cmtu. Even sy tumpang bahagia tgk gmbr2 dia :)

Siapa sangka, lepas 15tahun, sy still ingat nama dia and birthdate dia :) **fizuddin, 21 april tahun? Tahun gajah!**

Apepun, ni jgla bulan bintang saya skrg. Heart you!

I miss you!

Lets interpret this picture :)

#wife gets mad at husband and husband is calming wife down #husband is leaving (outstation maybe?) and wife being so sad to be left out #there was an argument but both always promise to hug each other in times of argument. So that, no matter what, they'll still attach to each other #after a long waits, they finally made up. It was a grateful hug and blessedly tears #hubby is so tall that wife can easily being grabbed to hubby's comfy chest #wife will humbly listen to husband in any circumstance #husband is a mirror to the wife. and vice versa Tak kisahla mcmana pun korang terjemahkan this picture, dont you find it sweet to see a lovable hubby that tightly hugs his wife as if he wont let her go no matter what? :) **update pakai tab hasil mmg cmni. Maap!**

end of the week

Pd siapa yg sempat bca prev entry, rezeki korgla tgk cik gayah meroyan :p Weekend ni best sbb dpt betul2 rehat. Bilik ayor sy dh cuci, laundry ade dlm 4trips td if im not mistaken. Alas tilam dh bganti. Baju je xlipat lg. Kerja surirumah yg paling mcabar gor me I lipat-ing baju. Suruhla sy buat kerja para suri yg lain. InsyaAllah sy ikhlas buat. Tp klu bab lipat baju, rasa nk cekik2 diri sendiri sampai pengsan so xyah kipat baju, haha gila drama. Lipat baju je pun! Yg sy perasan, kebencian utk mlipat bju bganda2 sejak ddk putrajaya ni sbb xdak proper almari. Masa kt KL dulu rajin je jg sy lipat. Dulu sy ada almari n queen size bed. Tp bila pndh sini, semua tggal dlu bg kselesaan bdk yg bru replace my-ex-room. Tup2 bila nk amik skrg, bdk tu dh pndh. & she wasnt care lah of leaving my stuff to a new girl. Nk marah sgt pun xboleh. Tahan bengang jelah. Haishh.. Skrg ni pulak, bila nk mbeli sgt furniture akan fikir bbelas kali. Takut payah nk pndh in future. Tmbh stress klu future house is apartmnt/condo type. Fikir tak fikir, sy beli jg katil single msa mula2 masuk rmh sini. Taktahan tidur atas lantai beralas comforter sbb bdn cheq kuruih keringg takdak isi! Hehe Last but not least, rasa mcm nk create a new blog as my b2b journey. What say you? Should just share it here or proceed wth new b2b blog? **nk tepek gambar en.ubi tp dgn tab leceh sikit... ubi ubi ubi nk laptop satu pleaseeeee :D**