silent period

Assalamu'alaikum! Mcm biasa, im blogging via tab so hadap jelah if xde prenggan nahu terabur segala k... Mggu ni en.ubi mai rumah myparents kt johor.superhappy sbb not seeing him for quite some time. Nmpk je kelibat beliau msuk rmh td, mcm jtuh cnta pndg oertama yawwls! Oh, maybe ada yg xtau knp sy lma x update blog. Nnt sy cite k ;) its the same reason knp sy lama x jumpa en.ubi. Miss en.ubi wpun dia depan mata laa ni :)

penat

Sy perasan bila sy x makan dgn kuantiti yg sepatutnya dr pagi smpi ke petang, sy akn start pening and body temperature naik. Kalau jumpa doktor by that time sure dpt mc wpun larat je cntinue keje. What im trying to share is, bila xmkn seharian je sy akan demam. Ahahah. Ape ke sadis sgt jenis penyakit. Asal xmkn je demam. Cett. The other thing sy perasan ttg my biological reaction is that, bila sy stress melampau, sy akan muntah. Kt office dh 2-3kali kena cmni. Close friends pun notice hal ni. Kdg2 bila too think of works, personal matters, family dlm 1 tempoh yg sama, stress level tu akn smpi ke tahap un-control. Tu yg sy muntah kot? So bila org ckp, "xlaratla buat bnda ni. Nk naik muntah dah!" Dulu sy igt ckp2 metagora je. Rupanya jd kt diri sendiri. Huuu.. so normally if sy rasa bdn sy dh start lain mcm je, sy akn move away dr current place sy skejap. Gi la toilet ke pantry ke just for the sake of not cntinue thinkimg of the problem or hal tu. If else, cnfirm muntah. Ni semua faktor usia ke ek?? Esok2 kalau dh ada 2-3 anak, pantang stress sikit muntah. En.ubi sure confuse, ni stress ke or ada baby baru? Wakakakakkk..... Bai! Nk masak megi ;)

the sad me..

I hve lots to tell but snce xdak laptop (laptop office sila dok diam2 kt office or else im going to eat sleep pray shishi with work!). Err ktne td? O ha. But since xde laptop so malas nk berblog. Sbb template draft lari semua when im blogging via tab. Sad :( Topup my sadness sbb both of us (me & en.ubi) stucked with workloads. And this has earlier jd kerisauan our parents. Dulu my future makmen siap bincang2 dgn my mom about my work. By tht time sy mcm rilex2 lg. Laa ni bila en.ubi dh tukar kje n mula busy dgn kje dia, sy pula risau. How are we going to hve a healthy fmly later on?? This work-thingy I honestly feels like getting more of my attention than my preparation for the day. Sad :( there are times penat sgt dgn keje sampai bminggu2 sy lupa lgsung pasal preparation. Supersad :( And esok, sy kna keje. Sy ada project iraq yg belum siap. Sy taktipu. Tu mmg project iraq. See, org lain smbut hri malaysia, sy stanby nk 'bperang' di iraq.. bye :(