Thursday, July 25, 2013

makan hati

Esok keje tp mata gatai norr tamau lelap sbb dia tahu esok patutnya cuti tp still nk keje jg bakpenye. en.Ubi pun dh malas nk layankan perangai nk sambung ke xnk sambung.. Oh ni bukan sandiwara cintan-cintun ye peminat semua (peminat??). Ni 'sambung' benda lain. Sy ada masa sampai isnin ni utk fikir. Wish me rajin utk berfikir k.

Weekend got class, got test, got agenda with future-makmen. Tatau patut upload gmbr ke tidak utk activity mggu ni. Yg tu pun fikir nnt.

Meh sini sy dengarkan apa yg sy dengar sokmo lately. Sebelum tidur, time nk bsiap gi keje, tp stress dgn keje, time bengang dgn org, time rindu kt org.. 



Sbb kadang-kadang nk baca semuka surat quran pun boleh bg reason x sempat (astaghfirullah..). So i've said to myself, xboleh jadik camni. Takut pintu hati tertutup. Biar perut lapa nasik. Jgn hati lapa zat-zatNya.

Mendayu je kan suara ustaz Dzulkarnain ni? Buat kita sedih, insaf, rindu kt Allah :')

Ni sebelum saya tidur ni, saya nk maafkan semua org yg mungkin ada buat saya terasa hati. Dan yg sewajarnya, saya pun minta maaf utk silap-salah saya. Sama ada tak sengaja atau terpaksa (ada meh buat org sedih dgn terpaksa? jawabnya, Ada!). 

Alfatihah.. Semoga sejahtera dunia akhirat.

 

Sunday, July 21, 2013

kira-kira #1





"i let you see the parts of me that weren't all pretty
and with every touch advice you fixed them"
 




*sekarang ni saya tengah musim lagu ni*







Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Oh Ashraf

Sangat sedih baca yg Ashraf Muslim dh nikah lg 1 kt Thailand. Seriously sgt sedih. Emosi sgt2 rasanya. Tatau kenapa.. Mungkin sbb he is one of the good examples tht i always adore. Emosi tau :'(

Walau apapun sebab dia 'terpaksa' bernikah kali kedua di Thailand, sy tetap sedih. Paling sedih sbb fizikal second wife dia tak sesopan Dayana, his first wife. 

Tp wallahu'alam. Hal rumah tangga tak siapa tahu. Cumanya, sy sedih sbb dia nikah kali kedua tanpa izin Dayana dan kerana dia nikah di Thailand dan kerana second wife tak sesopan Dayana. Saya sedih :'( But who am I to judge..

Sorry peeps, my emotion quite imbalance sbb keje mengalahkan org bangla org nepal org burma. I came to office at 7am and just get home at 10.30pm. You guys do the math. Sy cuma berbuka with 3biji kurma, air nescafe suku cawan. That's it. And now im so tired that i got sooo emotional on knowing that Ashraf Muslim getting married again without permission of his first wife.

Im sad. Nite.

Sunday, July 14, 2013

years from now

saya respect wanita bekerjaya yg ada anak. sy yg bujang ni pun tak terdaya nk urus itu ini, nk fikir itu ini. mana nk fikir hal keje, mana nk fikir jaga hati kawan-kawan, mana nk bantu family, mana nk uruskan diri sendiri, mana nk melawat future inlaws, mana nk layan en.ubi. time flies, and am getting to another chapter of my age.. tak berapa bulan je lg. tempoh 24jam sehari never enough for me. but when in times im in the midst of problems, i always pray to Allah to make the earth rounds the sun even faster.


buble: all that i needs to think of


you guys remember this song? i just love it 
*sila tamatkan terawih kome 8rekaat dulu baru dengar lagu ni k*


 


 
What will I be years from now
What will I wear, how will I look
I think too much, I think too much

Sometimes it's scary over thinking

What you have or haven't done
You think too much, you think too much

Will the rain smell the same

Will our loosing treacherous game
And the star much shine
The colours seem so blurry

Will I end up all alone

Without a shoulder to cry on

What will I be years from now
I have answered them but none have answered me
And when my time has come
I hope my last seconds in this life will have you
Will have you

Will the rain smell the same
Will our loosing treacherous game
And neglect most people who
Seems so worthy

Cerita buka puasa

Esok sy kene keje sbb keje banyak bukan sbb sy sayang shell okeh.. Mata xleh lelap lg hence posting this.

Td dpt mkn dgn en.Ubi. Gembira, sedih, perasaan bercampur-campur. Sedih sbb dpt jumpa saaaat je. Bulan puasa, xleh jumpa lama-lama :p

Memandangkan hari ni special sikit (first day iftar sama-sama this year), en.Ubi request sy utk masak ayam masak merah. So sy pun dgn penuh kasih sayang masakla utk beliau. Habis segala fatihah and doa-doa kasih sayang sy baca tatkala (tatkala??) masak tu. Untung-untung en.Ubi kenyang dan rasa yg enak-enak je dr air tangan sy. Tp en.Ubi cakap ada yg terkurang (if were to compare dgn sbelum ni sy masak utk dia). Baru teringat, eh kita kan tak tawen lg. So kalau masak dgn seguni kasih sayang pun belum dapat pahala masak utk s-u-a-m-i. Tehehee..

Cik gayah mai gatai pulak bulan-bulan posa nih.

Takpe, takpe. Practice makes perfect. Dlm pada ada yg 'terkurang' tu pun, 2kali en.Ubi tambah nasi :) Tak kisahla dia amik hati sy ke apa, yg penting, lapang dada tgk dia kenyang makan :)

Nah kalau korang nk try:



Kami berbuka kt kedai makan Kam Nan ke apentah nama kedai tu. Kt area Kg.Baru. Last year pernah mkn kt sini dgn budak-budak kelas. Yg bestnya kt sini tomyam dia and colek! *terliur*



Ini pulak lauk tambahan. Nasi seperiuk ha kau dia bagi.. Tp mmg camni style kedai dia kalau min 2org makan. Kalau sorang je dtg makan tp dia bg nasi seperiuk jg confirm org kedai tu perli korang. Wekeekkekek

en.Ubi order kangkung goreng belacan, sy order sup daging pedas-pedas sikit :)


Ni menu wajib en.Ubi kalau gi bazaar kt Kg.Baru - Roti Goreng Mc Gyver. 

Dah tu je nk share. KENA tidur sbb esok keje. Sobs..sobs.. :(


Thursday, July 11, 2013

Vaksin

Ramadhan kareem to all! Kt office bila dpt call dr employee dr Oman, semua pakat Ramadhan kareem brother, Ramadhan kareem sister. Feeling jd org middle east gitu.

Korang sahur berbuka makan apa? Sy, jgn ditanya. Sy puasa bujang so makan berbuka pun bujang. Tunggula hujung minggu baru berbuka cukup sifat sikit kot sbb ada en.Ubi. Dia xde, menu semua ikut muat tekak sendiri je. 

Hari tu sebelum masuk bulan puasa ktorg pergi berjoli kt Jusco AU2. Beli barang-barang utk puasa ni. Byk jugala beli. Beli cornflakes (tp bukan nk buat kuih raya, ni buat sahur), beli ribena (utk consume vitamin c), beli nestum, beli keropok, beli nugget, beli sayur, beli ayam, ketupat instant pun sy beli tau! Ketupat kn my favorite so xpayah tggu raya. Time nk bbuka pun dh boleh mkn ketupat dh. Nnt nk buat ayam masak merah. en.Ubi cakap ayam masak merah sy sedap :) Ker, dia amek hati je? Err...

Ok, actually sy nk share some info yg might be useful for moms and for myself too in future. I have 2 girlfriends yg dh jd mommy. Both, kawan sekolah menengah and we are not that close so sy cuma stalk fb and blog dorg je. Yg sorang ni, suami dia kerja petronas kot. Kt sarawak ke cmtula lbh kurang. Dianya xbekerja (yela, gaji suami banyak gila kot!) tp dia buat business Shaklee. This girl, i name it M. M is against vaccines for her babygirl. Maybe sbb ada org yg close to her, anaknya suffered from autism lepas divaksin. So dia mmg against vaccines.

Meanwhile, my girlfriend N, suami dia sy xigt keje apa but N keje kt lab. She used to be a medic student. N ni pulak menyokong pengambilan vaksin pd babyboy dia. Ayat dia yg sy igt smpi laa ni, "dorg x kerja khospital, xkeje lab. dorg tak tahu betapa byknya penyakit bahaya skrg ni"

Bila baca post2 dan hujah2 M, sy tertarik. Bila baca entry N pun sy tertarik. Sbb masing2 keluarkan hujah beserta fakta-fakta mengapa perlu/tidak perlu mem-vaksin anak-anak masing2.

At one point, im confused mana satu yg sahih. (kau gayah memikior mcm nk terberanak esok lusa!)

Kebetulan Dr.Harlina; wife to Dr.Sheikh Muzaffar discussed about this in her blog. Hence, im now relief and know what to decide for my future kids.

So mommies and yg kemaruk verangan nk jadi mummy mcm sy ni ha, let's have a read: http://barelysupermommy.com/



p/s: td en.Ubi cerita pengalaman dia berkhatan. super meriah, sbb masa tu org berarak utk reformasi tahun 1998 ;p


Sunday, July 7, 2013

Burger Bakar

Letih. Baru pulang. Tgk bilik, kalah rupa titanic masa dh langgar iceberg. Mana taknya, 2minggu tak kemas bilik, tak cuci bilik air. Euww! Kan sy dh cakap sy dilanda kemalasan.. Ni mesti jerebu punya pasal... (Motip sgt kan salahkan jerebu. Cet!)

So hari ni klas statistik lagi. Alhamdulillah, sem ni seronok. Tiga2 subject dpt lecturer yg cool. Lg seronok sbb dpt jumpa en.Ubi. Meowww!! ;)

There was one day he asked me, "xxxx, kita serasi tak?" Sy pelik dgn soalan tu tp layankan je. Bila ditanya knp tanya mcmtu, dia cakap sbb dia tgk gmbr kahwin kawan dia - sorang hitam sorang putih. Kalau sy tgh gogok air time tu confirm tersembur! Alahai buah hati sorang ni - ni mesti kes dia risau sbb dia hitam sy putih. Kekekekeekk

Awak xdela hitam legam.. Awak xdela hitam smpi kena suluh spotlight baru nmpk batang hidung. Dan sy tang mana yg putihnya?? Nk kata kuning langsat pun xberlangsat mana sy ni. Rasanya kebetulan kot awak lebih gelap dr sy so nmpkla sy cerah sikit! Jgn risau ye.. Kita sepadan je, kita serasi je :)

Nah. Sy tepek lagu utk awak. Terima kasih utk sebelum-sebelum ni dan hari-hari mendatang :)



Oh sebenarnya nk bercerita pasal smlm lepas mengidam nk mkn burger bakar abg burn kt shah alam. Selalu baca kt blog kak di, dia cakap super nice burger bakar kt situ. Memusing jugala cari kedai tu. Igtkn dekat deret2 jakel ke ariani ke (yg kt pintu belakang uitm). Rupanya kt the other side - kt belakang pizza/kfc (still kt pintu belakang uitm)

Knowing that im not a fan of meat, sy just nk give a try la. Terliur juga tgk kak di cerita pasal ni kan. TAPIIIIIIIIIIII.. Still sy rasa meatball abg burn xboleh lawan meatball ikea. Hahah. Ni kalau kak di baca confirm kena bebel dgn dia sbb dok compare kan rasa meatball malaysia dgn meatball switzerland. Jgn marah kak di! :p

Ok ok serious. Apa yg kak di summarize tu mmg betul. Contohnya mcm - mmg meatball abg burn penuh padat dgn meat. Takde tepung2 ni. Tp ni la kot yg buat not-a-meat-fan mcm sy ni lg cepat muak sikit dgn the meatball. TAPIIIIIIIIII haha tapi lg :p Tapi kalau meatball ikea sy tatau knp sy rasa ianya super lazat super nikmat masyaAllah!! :) :) :) Lg apa ek yg kak di komen and betul? O ha, kak di bgtahu, pekerja2 dia kemas. Yes ni mmg tepat. Cuma by time sy smpi tu (malam), keadaan dlm kedai bersesak-sesak sbb dorg xbuka semua kerusi meja. Part ni sy xfaham. Kalau ikutkan gayah sy, nk je sy tanya kt pekerja tu, "Knp tak buka kerusi meja yg kt luar tu dik? Customer melimpah ruah beratur smpi luar kedai ni ha". Yup, customer which most of them are students mmg beratur pjg nk membeli burger bakar. Lagi yg sy nk bg feedback, ialah harga. en.Ubi cakap harga kt situ lebih mahal dr burger bakar kt tempat yg dia selalu makan- kt meru. Kalau kt kedai abg burn ni, burger daging rm9.50, kt meru dlm rm6.50 je. And en.Ubi cakap the taste is even better yg kt meru tu. Wallahu'alam. Lain org lain tekak lain rasa. Ye tak?

en.Ubi punya

sy punya


ehem. ni pun sy punya juga ;D

 Bai. Nk start kemas bilik. Ouhh bring-home-quiz tak siap lagi...!!