Thursday, December 27, 2012

Kimchi

Dua hari dok training psl system. Blur plus cuak sbb next week maybe khamis or jumaat dh hit the floor! Takut ke laut je nnt bila dh start buat keje ;p

Okla xmo stress2 dulu pasai keje. Last weekend me was having great great great time spent together with family en.Ubi. Asalnya nk teman en.Ubi belikan persiapan sekolah adik beliau. Tuptup his ibu ayah kakak abang semua ajak dinner skali. Nerveous gittew uolls. Yela, it's not that me kerap sgt jumpa his family. Masa keluar dgn en.Ubi dgn adik2 beliau, ktorg makan kt Seoul Garden. Sumpah sedap ghopenya Kimchi tuhh! Terus rasa nk cakap saranghe je kt en.Ubi. Wakaakakakkakak ;p

Ada mcm2 lgla selain kimchi tu. It's basically steamboat menu la. Yg paling heaven sy rasa makan salad pastu letak daging bakar and on top of it letak ada sjenis sambal korea apenama ntah. Pastu cam gulung2 sikit salad tu and ngapp masuk mulut. Ya tuhan heaven heaven heaven!!

Sy xsempat nk camwhore sgt since mcm kena behave sikit depan adik2 en.Ubi. LOL. So ni adela beberapa gmbaq nk share kt korang.



Last but not least :">




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Thursday, December 20, 2012

A post before a dream

Mood carca-marba la lately. Kenapa ek..? Ada masa, i seems to have really bigggggg heart. Boleh ketawa dgn girang hati 7jam non-stop. Ada masa, mcm mudah norr emo. Nk kata pembawakan budak, xde pulak budak derjah 3 yg cik gayah heret ke hulur ke hilir ikat blkg pinggang ni ha. Ok ok silly jokes -__-"

Room-mate is too soon getting married & im seriously,superbly happy seeing her wedding's progress. Excited smpai rasa mcm diri sndiri plak yg miang bebenor nk kawen. Huu.. Back to the swinging-mood, this couple days mmg xde keje sgt kt opis smpi tahap tepu jgla otak ni. Sampai at one point, ktorg camwhore dlm washroom! Bhahahah.. kalau ada aunty janitor time tu sure dia kerut-kerut muka tgk apokono eh budok beduo ni eh


Lupakan gmbr jelitawan di atas.

Td dok chatting dgn my ex-studiomate. He just completed his architecture course kt Ausie & is now planning to start working kt Singapore. Hebat! Salute dgn perancangan masa depan dia. Wpun he kinda was  hadapi dugaan putus cinta (ex-gf kawen dgn org lain! sobs..sobs..), tp he rapidly get his knee straight and stand up again.

Sy 'suka' lelaki yg tahu mengatur masa depan dia. Mmgla org akan ckp x semestinya yg kita nak tu akan menjadi sbb in the end, semua tu kita kna tggu Allah approve it or not. But still, it is good to have the plan. Perancangan akan force kita for the first move. Perancangan akan pull us up jika kita jatuh.

Nothing much to mbebel tonight since dh mnguap-nguap dh ni. Room-mate pun dh lena mimpikan encik abg dia lettew... So, layan gmbr carca-marba sikit la ek!

my forever & ever favourite!

tempat lepak kt shell - the pantry

he's falling asleep on my favourite's
ikea's bedframe.
shuwwitt shangatt ;p

imagining honeymoon kt tompek sojuk. wekeke!

sesi perah otak on weekend -luckily it's my fav subject

the first party's committee in my life



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Sunday, December 16, 2012

Tanyalah sekerap mana pun, jawapannya tetap sama..




Jangan risau.. 
Kalau Allah menentukan sesuatu utk kita, insyaAllah tak ke mana. 
Tanyalah sekerap mana pun, jawapan saya akan tetap sama.. 
Perlu tahu itu




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Saturday, December 15, 2012

Takut!

Habisla sy esokkkk..!!!!!! Camni, camni, camni. My office will having year end party sabtu ni. So since the initial preparation, sy dh gatai2 pi tunjuk skill kt depa. Takdela skill apepun cuma mmg sy minat bab2 editing gmbr, video & what-so-not ni. So mmg sy ditugaskan utk jaga bhg tu utk the party. Sudahnya it haunted me smpi nk tdoq mlm pun kecut perut habaq hang! Mana taknya. Laptop kt rumah x support certain software & same goes to pc kt office. So confirm2 byk artwork yg tbengkalai. Rasa saaangat x sempat nk compile all the videos & now sgt risau :( :( :( Pagi-pagi esok kna jg turun ofce to settle the task. Nangess wehh! Wish me all the luck in the world please. Till I'm bloging again, smile!

Sunday, December 9, 2012

Welcome Unifi

Rata-rata blog sy baca semua ada intro cmni, "Homaigod! Lama giler nk update blog!" Hwalawehh kita sama kapal la! Sy pun dh lama x meng-update blog konon busy x hengat since tukaq keje padahal sbb still takut2 nk tunjuk tocang ikat tiga kt ataih kepala ni. Hehe..

Oh lupa nk announce. Kt rumah kitew (ejaan minta pelempang) dh ada unifi. Weee!!

Hopefully afterwards sy lbh kerap bercerita kt sini. Seronok bercerita kt sini sbb secara menulis. Sometimes, ada bnda yg kita xboleh nk share verbally tp mudah nak luah itu ini dgn mnulis :)




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Sunday, November 11, 2012

Sweet

Seriously tatau pasaipa tp sy terkulat-kulat sengih bila tgk gmbr ni. Super sweet!




Nanti nk camni boleh..? *Tetiba!!*



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A dedicated post to ...

Sy dh pindah! Alhamdulillah hal rumah dh selesai wpun hal furniture x settle lg smpi laa ni. Big thanks to en.Ubi for all his doings and helps and smiles to calm me in times of panic. Ye, tlalu byk kjadian panic yg melanda.

I wish to dedicate this post to en.Ubi.

Why I need to do this is because I wanted me-myself to remember that in times I am with en.Ubi, I have thanked Allah & raised my syukur to Allah, TWICE, for letting him be part of my journey in dunia. Sy bdoa smoga doa-doa dia, doa-doa sy, doa-doa kami yg sama dimakbulkan Allah.

Dalam pada sibuk berpindah, siapa sngka sy akan mnerima 'hadiah' harijadi seminggu lebih awal? :') Semuanya gara-gara sy dh nk bpindah 'jauh' dan kami keep bayangkan tht life gonna change pretty extreme. Diiringi alunan lagu Dealova (sungguh cheq tak tipu!), hadiah en.Ubi buat sy mnangis. Ntahkn gembira ntahkan terharu ntahkan sayu.. Perasaan bcampur-baur sampai sy tak teringat kalau sy dh ucapkan terima kasih utk hadiah yg terlalu bermakna tu. Jadi.."Terima kasih en.Ubi"

Apapun, mrangkak ke Awal Muharram, sy berdoa pd Allah agar kami diberi kelebihan dlm mnguatkan iman. Dan semoga dimudahkan lg jalan-jalan utk kami menyempurnakan separuh dr keimanan kami. Sy yakin, Allah mengizinkan hambaNya merancang apapun yg dihajati. Lalu sy bdoa lg sempena Muharram yg bakal dtg ini, semoga setelah kami merancang, Allah menentukan Allah meredhakan perancangan kami.

Amin ya Rabbal 'alamin..




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Saturday, November 3, 2012

Lawa by Haya



I humbly seek your support to LIKE and extend my new-tiny-little-cenonet business which known as

Lawa by Haya

:)

(klik utk akses ke page LawabyHaya)




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Wednesday, October 31, 2012

016



C O U N T I N G   D A Y S


016 days left



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Tuesday, October 30, 2012

cenat-cenut

Salam Aidiladha! Ye,ye, raya dh lepas. Tp gue mood rayanya kok masih lekket (lekat) di jiwa. Ni gara-gara kat rumah muo dok ngadap Opera Van Java non-stop hokeh sampai lekket lekat kok-kok-kok nya mbaaaakkk :p

A bit of our raya story. Pjalanan yg spatutnya amik masa 2 jam stengah jd hampir 4jam gara-gara jam. Agak cramp dlm bus dgn seat yg tiba2 sy rasakan agak cenonet dr kbiasaan. Mungkin sbb sy dh lama xbalik muo naik bus atau mungkin jg sbb sy dh mlebar so ada perasaan cmtu. Menu pagi raya: ketupat, kuah lodeh, ayam masak merah. Kombinasi ni kombinasi favorite so i was like keep eating selang 3jam sekali. Heaven betul perasaan dpt mkn lauk raya :)))

Hari ni baru start keje. Sgt blues attend assignment. Wpun bbaki bbrapa hari je lg kt office ni, tp blues tetap blues.

Mengenangkan I'm step ahead to long-distance relationship, lagila blues-melues jadinya. Its not that I never experience long-distance relation. Cumanya knowing that routine akan totally berubah so mcm berat hati sikit. Ye, Cik Gayah ngengada :((( Apapun, I know that its destined. Tlalu banyak hikmah yg sy xnmpk lagi buat masa ni.

Btw, cyber-klang jauh meh?? -___-"



layan OVJ!

Nk dengar lagu asal Cenat-Cenut? Nah.

Adik-adik sy siap karaoke lagu ni.. 
Kyg malu nk mngaku adik-adik 
-______-"



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Thursday, October 25, 2012

Result Sem 2

Pejam celik pejam celik rupanya dh almost setahun juga sy jadi student part time kt UTM. Love Allah fr every opportunity He gave to me. Masih kuat lg ingatan sy ttg sebab musabab sy apply study ni. Semuanya sbb nk mbuktikan pd seseorang bahawa sy boleh ada kehidupan sndiri. Long story beb..

See people. Bila anda jatuh, jgn lambat bangun. Tak mengapa berteleku sebentar utk flashback apa yg dh terjadi. Tp jgn tlalu lama bteleku. Kuatkn segala yg masih tinggal pd diri sndiri dan bangkit balik. Fuhh. Sungguh emosi bila bcakap sesuatu melalui pengalaman *straight face*

Guess i need to thank dia sbb bjaya buat sy melangkah sampai ke saat ni.

Sy pernah share result first sem kt blog sebelum ni so rasanya nk make it tradition. Eh? Result 3 subject sem dua dh keluar wpun belum disahkan senat-senat berkaitan. Lega tak lega jugalah tgk result sem ni. Masih belum mampu men-dekan-kan diri. What to do.. Silap sndiri study last minute! Takpe, next sem cuba lagi.



Cerita pasal raya haji sikit. Mujur dapat book ticket via online. Tp ada charge tambahan rm2. Halalantoiyiban la jawabnya. Lepas balik cuti raya akan menggelabah balik psl rumah sewa baru, furnitures yg masih belum ada buyer and others to stress about. Risaaaaaaaaaaauuu!!



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Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Fighting!

Di haihayahai.blogspot, anda bukan shj perlu membaca kisah hidup sy. Anda jg perlu mendengar apa yg sy dengar :)


 sy heart suara ryan tender sangat 

Aja aja fighting!! *tetiba*


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Monday, October 22, 2012

Lompat Katak

Sy pagi-pagi td lompat katak xhengat donia na'uzubillah sbb ada bbrpa benda yg meng-hepi-kan hari isnin sy. Satunya, tgh budget2 Monday blues tiba2 dpt FB notification. My favorite lecturer was tagging me in a post. Igtkn ada reminder psl registration ke apa. Rupanya...... ini!

Haya Al Hussein - i lettewwww uolls...! :">

Terkejut sy. Sungguh!

Mana taknya. Study last minute wpun sesungguh hati study kt library bsama rakan-rakan. Tak dinafikan sy wenggg sikit masa jawab subject ni. Even as i rated before, subject ni sy 80/20 je yakin. Tup tup hah hamekaw betul-betul dapat 80 markah. Next time kalau nk sangsi-mangsi, kena letak tggi sikit mcm 89/11 ke, 91/19 ke, 95/5 ke... Nnt result sama gempak ngan ketidak-keyakinan tu. Ahaksss!

Lepas dpt tau ni terus call mama konon nk inform anak dia masih boleh dpt result best mcm masa zaman UPSR ngan PMR dulu. Mama sy pun layankan je anak sulung dia ni and was like, "Yeke..!?? Alhamdulillah! Pndai anak mama!" Mama lompat katak jg lettewww kt opis. Kan mama kan..kan..kan.. Eh?

Cik Gayah hyper sgt hari ni tatau kenapa -___-"

Lompat katak bganda bila dpt email ni pulak


Kusangka hujan di tengahari sbb lately tengahari confirm hujan. Tp rupanya petang hari ni mendung je lebih hujannya idok jugok. Takde pun Cik Sophia tu nelepon Cik Gayah smpi ke laa ni. Cik Gayah kecewa sikit di situ. Huuuuuuw..... Y___Y

So nk gtau kt korang, Cik Gayah ibarat katak yg lompat-lompat di tepian kolam kemudian ditabrak gereknya Cik Rubiah. Cik Rubiah? Tetiba masuk nama Cik Rubiah. Takpe, dh lama xsebut jd masukkan je watak ni.

Sob..sobs..

Trivia hari ini :
Bila Cik Sophia nk nelepon Cik Gayah?? Bila? Bila?


*** Update! ***
Cik Sophia baru je lepas nelepon Cik Gayah! Alhamdulillah!!!!! weeeeee..!



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Friday, October 19, 2012

030

Lepas perut masing-masing dh kenyang, mesti lemau nk start buat keje balik, kan?kan?kan? Same goes here. Apetah lg kt lua laa ni hujan lebat membuatkan sejuk aircond terasa 3kali anda sejuknya. Takde nk update apa. Cuma...










C O U N T I N G   D A Y S

030 days left

you may predict anything you are up to. but i will only reveals what i am up to, on the day itself.








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Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Quicky

Exam dh habis jd konon-konon jiwa meronta-meronta menunggu result. Ceh. Cik gayah mukaddimah je udah propa je lebih kali ni. Out of 3 papers ;

{Paper 1}
Sgt confident jawab TAPI assignment paling last hantar so bgantung pd budibicara lecturer nk bg mrkh camane.

{Paper 2}
80/20 je tahap confidentnya TAPI yg merisaukan, percentage exam paper tinggi dan carry mark, sikit.

{Paper 3}
Langsung xconfident sbb x well prepared TAPI lecturer cakap, "awak jawab je, sy bg markah penuh" -___-

Dah. Dah. Dah. Takmo dah bcakap psl exam.

Happened to be that it is really-really-really too soon to leave my current company. Do feel nervous about it but hey, doakn sy yg tbaik ye! :) I am now in the midst of survey2 new nest, mengiklankan nest sedia ada, nk kena amik gmbr katil almari semua sbb nk letgo. Tak larat nk hangkut time pindah since im planning to stay at Putrajaya area.

Rasa mcm byk bnda pulak nk difikirkan lately. Tapi ada 1 moment yg buat otak sy xboleh berfikir langsung. The moment was when sy terserempak dgn org-org yg sy sangat2 TAKNAK jumpa... They used to be part of mylife. Bila sy nk makan, sy fikirkan dorg nk makan apa, bila sy shopping, sy belikn dorg mana yg sy mampu. Ada jg masa-masa sy mdahulukn dorg dr keluarga sy sndiri. Tp sudahnya, sy dh tak lg dperlukan. Sy tahu, ada yg lebih baik buat dorg... Mmg benda dh blalu. Tp apa yg tkesan dlm hati, tetap akan tkesan. Mungkin ini lah yg slalu org cakapkan, "Seribu tahun pun xkan hilang, xkn tpadam"

The funny part was, masa kejadian tu sy dgn en.Ubi baaaaru je smpi kedai mkn. Tak sempat en.Ubi nk makan mknn dia, sy dh ajak dia pergi dr situ. Sori ubi.. :')

sy selalu doa pd Allah, jika mahu ketemukan sy dgn mereka atau sesiapa dr kalangan mereka, biarlah waktu itu sy telah benar-benar bersedia.


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Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Interview (lagi?)

Ni nak cerita pasal my interview kt Shell. Cut it straight, moh baca..

Sy pergi interview hari Jumaat, 5 October 2012. Pagi2 tu turun office sbb nk amik my friend's car. Yep, sy pinjam kereta kawan utk ke Cyberjaya. Terima kasih 'kawan', kerana bsama-sama sy dlm usaha mrubah diri ke arah yg lbh baik (insyaAllah).

My friend set me the GPS and was thinking yeayy, senang folo je GPS tu. Tp rupanya benar kata sesetengah org. GPS = Guna Pun Sesat. Hehehe. Takpe, takpe.. Pengalaman. Dr Jln Tun Razak ke Cyber sy ikut Mex Highway and ada sesat2 somewhere kt Sg.Besi. Lps tu GPS tu bawa ke mana ntah, tup tup sy klua balik jln nk mhala ke Jln Tun Razak. Cett!! Agak bengang dgn GPS tsebut tp sdaya upaya sy cool kn diri sndiri :) Sy drive balik ke arah Cyber (this time ikut signboard smata-mata) & alhamdulillah, sampai kt area MMU. MMU was having convo tau masa tu.

Kt sana lg skali sesat-sesat mcari Jln Teknorat 3. Dok tnya org-org kt sana & finally, jumpa Shell!! Shell's building color is chocolate, tletak betul2 bhampiran IBM centre. Masa sesat2 tu, sy jumpa HSBC, HP. KRU building je sy xjumpa T___T Kecewa? Neyhhh...

Parking jd isu sikit masa tu. Sy parked somewhere kt sberang Shell buildg, walking distance 5-10 minit cmtu. Jiwa nervousnya tuhan je yg tahu! Sbb sy dh laaaaaaaama sgt takgi interview. The guards were very helpful sbb 
i) Mostly the guards are Malaysian which ease us in communication 
ii) Guards sume sgt rajin mnunjuk arah 

Dlm dewan pertama, daftar myself and took a seat kt barisan paaaling depan. Kiri kanan sy ialah candidates perempuan tp muka masing-masing mcm xde selera nk bbual so sy dgn perangai cik gayahnya cuba beramah mesra dgn candidates kt barisan belakang. Only then i met Ju & Afika. Ju mula2 ramah, tp lps tu dia agak diam. Maybe dh start nervous sgt2 bila sorg-sorg nama dpanggil ke dewan interview (which just next to the room). Afika went first, then me, last skali Ju.

Dlm dewan interview, ada lbh kurang 6-7 meja interview. Each not sided closely. My interviewers were Mr Abd Malek & Ms Nisha. I dont know whether the interview goes well or not but to share:
i) totally in english
ii) the interviewers are friendly with professional attitude
iii) i made them laugh (mcm xpercaya je part ni. hehe. tbayang-bayang smpi laa ni)

After that, sy diminta mnunggu kt luar kejap for their discussion. Kt luar tu jumpa Afika lg skali. Kali ni kenal pulak dgn Sakinah & Kokila. We had chit chat mcm dh lama kenal. Hhehe. 5 minutes later, sy dpanggil masuk semula for assessment. Assessment ni nmpk mcm senang - to answer 3 scenarios via writing. Again, not sure if i did well. Dh jawab, tggu kt luar balik smpi dorg panggil.

This time around, dorg inform yg I've been shortlisted. Happy, tp xdela smpi excited since that was not a confirmation pun. Happy sbb by that time, hanya akan ada 2 result. Either you are in the shortlisted or not accepted.

And today, i received the email :)

Cmtula lebih kurang cik gayah gi interview. Kalau korang ada nk pegi interview, here are some tips u may consider to folo:
i) Wear something that you will be relaxed in. Takde masalah utk pkai bju kurung, asalkan kemas
ii) Smile, smile, smile. Try to make friends if possible. This way, korang akan dpt info-info yg x dijangka & akan at least relax sikit
iii) Prepare documents, prepare yourself
iv) Kalau xtahu nk jawab apa depan intrviewer, btenang kejap, fikir, dan baru jawab soalan dorg. Yela, dr korang merapu ntahpape baik korang diam for 2minutes, kan?
v) Jgn blagak tak tentu pasal nnt org tak suka. Heh.


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Yg best dan yg tak best

Ada 2 berita. 1 berita best, 1 berita x best. Nk dengar yg mana dulu? Dgr yg xbest dulu la k..


*** Berita x bestnya ialah...
Sy x confident langsung jawab paper M.I.S semalam. Nangis airmata darah skalipun xboleh buat apa dah. Redho-se-redho-redho-nya jelah Gayah oii. Sy silap percaturan. Mmg soalan sebijik past sem paper. Cumanya sy go through paper tu skali dua je. Slebihnya sy pegi focus kt paper-paper yg zaman tok kaduk (nangis weh! nangisss!)


*** Berita bestnya ialah...
(lets the pic do the talk ^___^)


What else can i say selain Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah.. Maha Pengasih Allah yg memberikan rezeki pd saya yg sering khilaf. Sy ssungguhnya menerima rezeki Allah ini sbg peringatan dariNya, bahawa kasih sayangNya xkan pernah putus. Jd mngapa adakala sy yg 'mmutuskan' pengabdian sy pdNya...


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Monday, October 8, 2012

The first paper

Assalamu'alaikum :) Hari ni berblogging from Perpustakaan Sulatanah Zanariah, UTM. Perpustakaan ni xdela hebat mana tp byk kenangan study dgn rakan-rakan sekelas. I came here straight away from office yg skangkang kera dr UTM. Kelam-kelibut siapkn job task pehtu kecepuss ke sini. Esok exam!!!! Ya, hari penentuan tiba jua. Esok ada paper M.I.S. The M.I.S is not referring to Mission Impossible Selamanya (eh?) tp M.I.S ialah Management Information System.

A bit about M.I.S, this subject covers the use of Information System in an organization. Subject ni buat sy rasa mcm student OM (Office Management) sbb buku setebal 3 lebar jari harus dikhatamkan. Bukan semuanya based on fact-text. Ada je yg boleh guna logic akal. Tp lecturer sy yg chumel ni, bila dh bincang-bincang and dirumuskan bdasarkan logic akal, dia akan ckp "Tp dlm buku cakap blablablaaa.."

Menangis kami di situ -______-"

Since sy ni study last minute, what i will do is to focus on past sem papers. Buat buat buat latihan sampai sy rasa penuh ilmu di dada. Esok, pukul 9am terus 'luahkan' apa yg sy simpan kt dada tu. Romantis gitew jawab exam. Auwaww..

Sy nk share cerita psl my interview kt Shell hari tu. Tp...... bg sy study dulu k :)


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Wednesday, October 3, 2012

random

My dept ada buat makan2 sempena ppindahan boss ke dept lain. Tp sy ada di sini, tidak di sana, kerana di sebelah sy ada pisang goreng ngan cekodok pisang. Eh?

Sy xde specific nk cerita apa-apa hari ni cuma keje dh siap and feels like writing. Exam dh nk start. Just few days left. Study? Hm... study gitu-gitu je. Belum betul2 kena sindrom exam. Buruk perangai? Biasala tu...kan?kan?kan? Ye, buruk -__-

Bila dh nk exam, maksudnya registration for the new sem pun dh open. Hari tu mcm ada terfikir utk extend 1 sem atas sebab-sebab peribadi. Mcm biasala, ada pro's and con's. Yet tu firmly decided. Sayang jg nk skip one sem. Arrgghhh... Nntla fikir.

Jumaat ni, hari yg mdebarkan, hari yg ditunggu-tunggu. Shell. Ingat? Esok kena full preparation. Doakan saya okeh.

Cerita semua melalut. Sori.


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Monday, October 1, 2012

Berkata benar walaupun pahit

Long weekend!

Dgn sakit gusinya, dgn mnyiapkn assigmentnya. Sakit gusi sbb gigi geraham bongsu segan-segan nk klua tumbuh dr bulan lepas. Seksa. Nk hilangkn seksa, sy dok pulun kemas bilik weekend hri tu. Kemas bilik, do laundry, kemas dapur, masak.. Time nk gerak ke class for test pulak, bdn dh exhausted sgt2 & gusi btambah2 bdenyut. Makan ubat confirm2 lena.

Mukaddimah xde kena mngena langsung dengan tajuk post T_______T'

Someone reminds me that, berterus-terang boleh mbawa kepada 2 keadaan. Samada menjernihkan atau mengeruhkan. So sblum bterus-terang, maybe kita patut list down the worst reaction yg kita jangka akan hadapi. But do believe me that kadang2, reaction yg kita dpt tidakla sburuk atau steruk yg kita sangka.

Bila berterus-terang, kena betul2 ikhlas. Then only you'll no longer be the hunchback, carrying the life-burden on yr shoulder. Tu satu part- ikhlas bcerita. Satu part lg adalah ikhlas menerima 'balasan'nya. Kalau korang berterus-terang yg korang pernah mencuri kt kedai pak kasim, mungkin after a period, pak kasim dh halalkan dah pun. Lega. Kalau korang berterus-terang  yg korang pernah mjaja perihal seseorang, mungkin org tu akan mbenci korang (atau zaman la ni dorg unfriend je terus! huu..). Confirmla regret, kan? Tu harga yg perlu dibayar bila korang berterus-terang. Tapi, biarlah berkata yang benar, walaupun hakikatnya terlalu pahit utk dihadapi. Back to the word ikhlas, kalau korang ikhlas, apapun balasannya korang mesti boleh terima dgn tenang..

Saya xpandai sgt nk bgi nasihat. Tp lebih kpd pandangan peribadi. Pandangan peribadi adakalanya melibatkan pemerhatian sekeliling, adakala melibatkan perihal diri sendiri.


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Thursday, September 20, 2012

The Shell-thingy

Baaaaaaaaru je lepas jawab call from Shell. Effective betui HR deme buat keje. Just to share with you people, the call was not a confirmation ke apa. Baru 1st stage je tu - phone interview. Lepas bberapa ketika (eceh!), org tu invite utk gi mass interview pulak. Ni 2nd stage. Ntah ada berapa lg stage pun xtahula. Punyala protokol nk masuk oil&gas company ni. Huu..

Seingat sy masa nk masuk keje kt tempat skrg ni, walked in interview je. Pastu pup! Dorg cakap ditawarkan bkerja and soh dtg next weeknya :)

Kalau sy diterima kerja kt Shell, akan ada perubahan besar dlm my routine.

1. Shift working hours
Since post tu under IT unit for HR department, no wonder ada shift hours. Ye dak? As a brief, ada 3 shift which rotate every month. 6am-3pm, 9am-6pm, 3pm-10pm. Roughly kalau tgk pd the periods, paling awal start pukul 6am and paling lewat smpi kul10pm. Yg lewat tu xde masalah, yg awal tu yg tkial-kial nnt nk bangkit g keje. Kekekeeke.. Lg satu masalah, CLASS UTM!!!!? Yg ni, wallahu'alam. Tak boleh fikir buat masa ni.

2. Cyberjaya
Yep. Will be located at Cyberjaya. Pernah gi sana? Sy pernah lalu bberapa kali. Sy gi Saba' Restaurant kt sana actually. For me la kan, tempat tu mcm xberapa nk hidup je. Maybe sbb surround with offices kot. Tp KL pun sama je keadaannya, still, xdela 'mati' begitu. Whatever it is, kalau dh mmg rezeki kerja di sana, sy... pindah sana la pulak gamaknya....

3. Contract 
Ni yg agak kekacauan sikit tp basically kt mana-mana pun akan ada contract period or so call probation period. Utk post ni, contract stahun, then tgk performance. Kalau perform well, dapatla absorb as permanent. Otherwise, renew the contract. Things were the same masa sy start keje kt my current company. Masa tu, lagi la, sy leasing employee. Maksudnya, sy ni under agensi, agensi 'sewakan' pd the company. Contract was 6 months. Lps tu, dorg renew contract. Dh complete 2 phases (6+6mths), baru the company kelam-kelibut siapkn document utk absorb me in as permanent employee. And taraa.. Alhamdulillah masih bkerja di sini smpi saat ni.

With the pro's and con's, sy nk serah kt Allah je nnt. InsyaAllah, will do istikharah spya sy tahu sy kuat hati ke mana. Ke sana atau kekal di sini (cakap beria padahal baru masuk 1st stage la cik gayah oii..!)



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Wednesday, September 19, 2012

The Only Exception

Hajimemashite minna! Sy baru lepas submit job application to Shell. Got invitation dr seorang kawan yg kerja kt situ. Takdela menaruh harapan tinggi mana since sy tahu sy xberapa nk qualified. Somemore tu baru first stage. Afterwards, dorg akn panggil utk interview. Ntah layak dipanggil atau tidak, tu pun wallahu'alam.

Sy mmg tgh cari kerja baru. Kerja yg current one, best je. I mean, actually my JD (job description) senang je. Just main2 dgn computer. Kalu nk meroyan pun meroyan sorg2. Best sbb sy ni jenis yg dok menempek depan computer 24jam pun xpe. Hhehe. Plus, keje monday to friday, 8:30 -5:30, OT bbayar wpun ciput, tempat kerja selesa, and yg paling penting, boleh browse internet ssuka hati. Awesome!!

BUUUUT... Yes, ofcourse there will be a 'BUT' or an 'EXCEPT' in life. You see, when u r getting older matured, u will think beyond than skadar keseronokan bkerja dan brpa byk gaji bulanan. Kna fikir benefit utk diri sndiri dan family. Mcm mana medical cover nnt? Is it for yrself sahaja or suami anak ibu bapa pun being covered? Bonus? Housing loan -yr company is listed under the discounted loan rate or not? Save side, let 1 party (you or yr partner) be in gomen-sector. Working satisfaction, tu sila fikir bila umur dh masuk 45s and above.

Sy, sbnrnya dr kecik-kecik dulu nk jadi lecturer. Even masa study architecture dulu pun, xdenya aim nk buka archyfirm whatsoever. Just nk jadi lecturer je. Titik. Thus I adore sorg lecturer ni. She's now lecturing me Data Comm. I adore everything abt her. Her teaching life, her family life. I even straightly approach her and say, "Puan, sy nk jadi mcm puan. Doakan sy". How cool is that? Eh?

Ada one of my friend, dia lg muda dr sy. Dh nk kawin end of this month. Smlm dia jumpa sy dia cm nk jerit gtau dia dpt panggilan interview utk exam SPA. Lompat2 ktorg kt tgh2 cafe lps dia gtau tu. Sbb dia mmg nak sgt2 masuk gomen. Hepi for her. Yg klakarnya, date of the exam falls on the same date dia nikah!! Super mlompat la ktorg. Kekeekeke... Dia cm glabah-glabah. Tp sy ckp, itu rezeki org nk mdirikn masjid namanya :) So she's decided utk postpone masa nikah - patutnya pagi tp postpone ke ptg or mlm. Nikah TETAP nikah okeh! How sweeeeeett kan...!

p/s: kt dlm entry ni ada mention psl EXCEPT so rasa nk insert lagu ni; The Only Exception

maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts
and we've got to find other ways
to make it alone
or keep a straight face
and i've always live like this
keeping a comfortable distance



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Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Friday, September 14, 2012

#ehem!

Hari ni wajib, wajib, wajib post 1 entry. xkisahla meraban apa pun dlm entry ni janji nk post jg 1. Alkisah dh almost 9-10kali dok draft tp pending post sbb.. xde sebab! Smlm ada raya celebration kt my office and taraa, ni gmbr tgempak dari my department for the day.

my officemate with ceo of the company ;p

2-3 hari lepas i had serious talk about future with en.Ubi. Siapa en.Ubi? mm.................. blushim pulak nk cerita2 kt sini :"> Btw sy pernah je tepek gmbr en.Ubi kt sini. Nnt klu rajin sy cerita how i met him, how i know him, how i get into him, and how the name of en.Ubi came.

Ni berbalik pd our serious talk, again. Dulu2, in my experienced before, bila bsama dgn ssorg yg sy jangka utk jd teman shidup smati, sy jarang bincang psl masa depan. Kenapa? Ntah. Sy pun xberapa igt. Klu bincang pun, mngkin sekadar suka2 or nk berangan2. Tp dgn en.Ubi, pbincangan bukan lg krn suka2 or angan2. Pbincangan dh mmg mjurus ke arah yg nyata. Dan yg pasti, kami mmg perlu Allah makbulkn segala2 yg kami bincangkan. Klu bincang bagai nk bina KLCC pun tp dh Allah xredha, xizinkan, xtermakbul jg. Itu qada' qadar. Itu ssuatu yg dluar kmampuan kami.

Bincang punya bincang, mulalah masing2 cuak. Sempat ke persiapan? Plus my parent are so concern abt us that they had bought me kain ela for the majlis. Gulp! Ini betul2 mcuakkan! So u guys mesti dh boleh agak kn what type of discussion we had. Huu.. I personally xtahu nk start kt mana utk persiapan. en.Ubi lgla xtahu apa2. Dia maybe tahu keluar duit je nnt. Hhehe. Masa tu mungkin dia kenal erti penyesalan ;p Kinda excite bila cakap2 psl bnda ni and see how bad en.Ubi tried to fit his angan-angan into mine. Hhehe..

Sebelum-sebelum ni ada one of my friend tnya. Sy dh xigt ke pd yang lepas-lepas? Terdiam jg masa tu. Taktahu nk response mcm mana. But the way i put it, en.Ubi dh cukup buat sy. Biar sederhana mana pun diri dia, cukuplah dia buat sy. Doakan yg baik bterusan :) Sy dh tua.. Eh?



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Wednesday, September 5, 2012

First Lady

System dh bbrapa hari slow and mood keje pun selomelo jg. Bukan setakat mood keje, mood nk update blog pun ikut sama. Ada kaitan meh...

Smlm pi jln2 Giant Kinrara and my friend ajak masuk First Lady. Niat nk cuci mata je, plus nk tgk kot2 baju raya Jovian Mandagie still avail kt FL outlets. And spt yg diagak, baju tu dh habis dijual.


Ada org panggil fesyen ni fesyen tutup punggung. Hehe. Gojes. Sweet. Tp RASANYA dh tiba masanya sy xpakai baju ikut body figure lg. Last menempah baju, still tempah baju kurung moden. RASANYA sy dh di tahap di mana x sesuai utk pkai those type of fashion. So, xkisahlah klu org categorized me as ktinggalan trend. Langsung xkisah. Biar pakai baju loose asalkn sy selesa and sesuai dgn pnampilan sndiri.

Lupakan psl fashion Jovian. Kita pergi pada fashion lain but still, dlm butik FL. Not sure whether u guys pernah terperasan this one kt FL. 


Mungkin this color not wow-ed u guys so much. But believe me, color hitam and kelabu for this blouse santekks ya amat! Huu.. My friend almost bought it for me sbb dia cari size dia xde. Yep. Seriously dia nk belikn sy sbb dia teruja dgn kecantikan this blouse and dr pndangan dia, the blouse suit me much. Tapi tapi tapi, sy x amik pun the blouse. Takmola soh my friend byrkn. Segan pun ye :)

Minggu ni ada open house kt rumah lecturer. Kalau sempat, nk pkai maxi dress yg tempah kt tailor baru-baru ni. Excited sbb ni open house ptama nk dkunjungi for raya this year. Plus, akan bsuka-ria dgn lecturer and my course-mates! 

Ooops! Exam dh nk dekat wehhh....!!



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Thursday, August 23, 2012

im back!


" SELAMAT HARI RAYA! "


First of all, jejari comel tulus mulus sy hulurkan sambil memohon maaf utk tulisan-tulisan yg tidak berfaedah di blog ni. Juga maaf jika ada madah-madah yg bisa membuatkan kome (korang in loghat perak) muntah darah. Semoga coretan-coretan seterusnya lebih bermakna utk dibaca.

Ok gayah. Ni dh kenapa bermadah bagai?

Cut it straight, sy nan-hado baju raya tahun ni. Seriously yep. Takpe, baju raya bukan suatu kemestian tp baju kurung ke office lebih-mesti bg sy. Skrg mcm dh kkurangan bju kurung. Tiap-tiap mggu pun dok recycle (recycle??) baju kurung yg sama. Fyi, sy tiap-tiap hari pergi office pkai bju kurung. Ni bukan yg dwajibkan pihak my company. Perhaps ada je org kt office tu  yg pakai cekci-cekci dh tahap jarang baju tido dh. Tp, sy lebih selesa pkai bju kurung. Takpayah pening-pening nk match kemeja ni dgn pants mana, tudung lagi.. Baju kurung paling mudah dan sesuai utk orang-orang perasan kampung perasan bandar mcm sy ni. Eh?

Hari tu ada beli bberapa pasang kain ela and thinking of making it maxi dresses. Jubah still minat lagi tp klu for colored textile, better buat maxi dress kot. For me, jubah=hitam. Glam sgt2 jubah hitam :)

Nk pi rumah tailor hari ni tp tailor still beraya so xbaik kacau. Later kalau dh bjaya tempah, will share and show you mana sy cedok idea utk dress tu :p Selain maxi dress biasa, teringin juga nk buat yg ada bat-wing tu. Tp ada org xbagi. Dia cakap menakutkan. Huu...

So korang mesti byk gmbr raya kan? Me lg skali, nan-hado. But rasa nk tempek this one utk kenangan peribadi :">



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Thursday, August 9, 2012

Short one!

Curi-curi masa utk ber-blog. It's been a while, right? Tp xpe, ada org tegur sy, kerap sgt update blog. Obses ngn blog sendiri ke hape kau gayah?? :p

Too many things happened. 

:')

Mcm-mcm rasa ada. Nk jerit. Nk bmalas-malasan. Nk bercuti. Nk tawenggg cepat pun ada. Hakhak. Ok x lawak. 

By end of this months, i'll be moved to a new place. Dgn langkah kanan, i wish it going to be a better place for me. Amin! Dh xlarat layan kerenah org yg terlalu 'pembersih' dan terlalu busy body.

Takdak idea menulis. Cut it here jelah k. Harap-harap ada mood menulis sbelum raya. Sbb bercerita bulan Ramadhan feel-nya lain sikit..


bazaar wangsa maju

papa john

office-mates


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Thursday, July 26, 2012

Entry Tak Beshh!!

Hari ni sgt stress hokehh. Mujurla bulan puasa. Sgt2 boleh tahan kemarahan hatta jarang-jarang berkerut kening. Sungguhla syaitonirrajim tu diikat dr mganggu cucu cicit Adam dan Hawa spanjang Ramadhan. Dan jika masih kamu bperangai sepert syaitonirrajim, maka kamu tu yg sbnrnya sama pgkat dgn syaitonirrajim.

Hey apedaa starting post dh emo.

Today ada single out case. Kes yg smpi ke bigbig boss so mcm kepoh sekampung dgn kes tersebut. You see, bila kita buat extra mile to assist the customer pun jd isu. Tak faham kdg2 dgn pemikiran the management. End up, bg kita counselling form. pfffthh.. Tak cukup dgn tu, siap pesan, yg dibelajar dr training, jgn refer sgt. Aiyo. Then why at the first place you sent us for the training..?? T_T

Mmg dugaan betul hari ni.

Btw, smlm rezeki tuhan bg dpt bbuka puasa FREE kt Felda-Anjung. Yepp, buffet lg buat kali ke-4 setelah 5hari bpuasa :)

me & cik Sanaa

reserved!

ulang-alik amik lauk-pauk
mi goreng with kuih popia yg sedap nyumnyum

nasi putih sjemput with
1)keli blada   2)kepak ayam masak lomak cili padi
3) tempe goreng sambal   4) daging goreng bawang

yong tau foo

desert feeling-feeling. kekeeke

buah utk digest my tummy :p

scallops yg teringin dimakan tp xboleh takut alergi

maghrib time

spotted: KLCC

p/s: all written above is entry 25 july 2012. baru post hari ni sbb smlm cik gayah busy bebenor


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Monday, July 23, 2012

Salasa Ramadhana

Ape ke pelik bahasa arab anta daa.. Budget nk sebut Ramadhan Ketiga tp sungguh tak glamer jdnya T_T Pejam celik, dh hari ketiga bpuasa. Cepatnya! Dh 2 hari ni bbuka buffet je. Tp sgtla xberbaloi dgn hrga.

Hari pertama puasa, cari tempat bbuka last minute since KL hujan lebat dr petang bawa ke hampir-hampir Maghrib. Mula-mula nk makan nasi arab hebat kt Saba Restaurant Setiawangsa. Tp dorg just offer buffet up to 9pm. Harga: RM43 (include tax)/pax. Berbaloi? Tepuk perut, tanya poket.

Pastu pusing2 Kampung Baru. Plan nk g Stable Restaurant atau Wong Solo. Tp tutup pulak.. Takde rezeki lg. Kt situ ada bazaar, but the bazaar there not impressed me much. So we end up mkn kt 1 kedai kecik2 tepi jalan yg bat buffet. Harga buffet tmurah yg djumpai stakat ni. RM15/pax. Murahla sbb menu xberapa nk best T_T.

Menu:
-Nasi 'mandy' 
-Nasi putih
-Nasi goreng cina
-Kuewtiau goreng
-Ayam masak merah
-Kambing masak kicap
-Ulam-ulaman, sambal belacan
-Sirap sejuk
-Teh o panas
-Buah tembikai, tembikai susu
-Rojak buah
-Agar-agar
-Pulut sira

Majority rasanya tasteless kecuali Teh O panas, rojak buah dan ayam masak merah

Note: Kalau nk makan steamboat and ice cream, hrga buffet is RM25/pax.

Hari kedua, konsep malas bjalan. Jadi sy made reservation kt Mexican Grill Restaurant. Restoran ni betul2 depan Wangsa Walk. So lepas mhadap Ice Age 4 (rating 3/5*), terus mnuju ke situ. Buffet lg skali. RM21.90/pax.






Menu:
- Nasi goreng cina
- Mi goreng
-Ayam bakar with black pepper sauce
- Daging bakar with black pepper sauce
- Tomyam sayur
- Kuih Karipap
- Keropok ikan goreng
- Buah tembikai
- Ice Lemon Tea/Sirap Bandung; boleh pilih and refill


Yg lazat kt sini bg sy cuma ice lemon tea, daging bakar, and mi goreng


Note: Ada steamboat jg kt sini tp x igt brp harga. Better order ala carte sbb mcm lg bbaloi plus foodies akan diserve panas-panas.

Moral of the story (especially for myself), kalau nk cari tempat bbuka, lebih baik pergi ke tempat yg kita dh confirm2 tahu tahap kelazatannya. Or at least, yg sesuai dgn selera kita. Takdela rasa frust bila sumbat masuk mknn time azan tu. Utk sy, yg mudah dan sesuai sgt dgn selera, tak lain tak bukan McD or KFC or Subway! Tehehee..

Hari ni tekak 'mengidam' nk mkn satay depan ofce. Moga-moga ada rezeki.


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Friday, July 20, 2012

Kek Puasa 2012

Ingat tak gambar ini?



Ia telah berubah menjadi ini!! Tiut-miut sgt tan, tan, tan?



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Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Bulan Bintang Ramadhan Datang

Readers, im not someone tht u should take everywords serious bila sy bcakap or bcerita psl agama, psl ktuhanan, psl ibadah. Sbb dsebalik apa-apanya sy, sy masih lg jauh sgt2 dr seorg yg layak dgelar 'muslimah'. Muslimah for me is a totally perfect muslim girl (women pun boleh. hee). Tapi, yg mana nk djadikan tauladan, panduan, sila-sila lah. Moga2 ada jg pahala buat sy yg serba kurang ni..

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# Ada mood nk mnulis sbb jiwa kacau sikit. Alasan cmni pun ada juga -____-"
Hm, nk btemu Ramadhan sekali lg dah. Sy bdebar. Sungguh sy bdebar. Mesti pelikkan knp perlu bdebar ttg Ramadhan? Mcm mana ye nk terangkn.. Basically, mungkin sbb sy 'betul2' pandang puasa ni platform utk mnyucikan diri. Sbb tlalu byk kberkatan dlm bulan ni.

Bberapa hari lepas, dok SMS dgn one of my studiomate zaman architecture dlu. Dia.. sy nk nobatkn sbg sahabat akhirat sy :) Kalau nk diperincikan, orgnya biasa-biasa je. Tp yg biasa-biasa tu lah buat sy nobatkn dia sbg sahabat akhirat sy.

Dia tak pakai handbag atau skirt labuh yg hebat2, yg bjenama, yg mahal2, yg mgkin buat cik gayah in me ttanya, "Eh, beli kt mana? Cantiknya! Mesti mahal kn?" Seingat sy, selain hari ptunangan dan majlis kahwin dia, secalit lipstik pun dia tak perlukan. She dont even think of getting iPhone, Samsung S3 or yg gadget2 segala i guess! Sbaliknya, this angel sangat sangat sederhana. Wpun cmtu, dia nmpk serba lengkap serba cukup segala-gala dlm hidup. Sy selalu tnya dia, how she arrange her life so perfectly. And as expected dia akn jawab, "Mana ada, hidup sy pun sama je mcm awak, mcm org lain.." Rupanya sy yg 'buta' and i suppose no need to ask her tht question pun at the first place sbb yg nyata, apa yg dia buat cumalah buat apa yg tuhan suruh (touching sikit bab ni. isk..)

This sweet little angel slalunya ada bila sy memerlukan semangat utk pulihkan jiwa kacau. Sembang-sembang hari tu, paling tkesan bila dia cakap, "Mengadulah pd Allah..". Terus bgenang airmata! The fact is, tak ramai yg akan ingatkn kita benda-benda cmni. Paling-paling tidak pun, kawan-kawan kita akan cakap, "Sabar k". Amazing to have her as friend <3

# Back to my concern on Ramadhan. You know people, 2 tahun lepas would be the worst, yet the best Ramadhan for me.

{Ramadhan 2010}
Sy igt lg, first day puasa 11 Ogos 2010. 11 days before that, buat pertama kalinya, sy putuih cinta :p Kerana peristiwa tu, setiap solat sy dalam bulan puasa adalah sangat2 bermakna. Rasa lebih dekat pd tuhan. Rasa setiap takbir yg diangkat, rukuk dan sujud diperhatikan. Lain sgt perasaannya. There's one moment masa terawih, sy pejam waktu solat dan bila tkelip buka mata, sy seolah nmpk pmandangan kt Mekah! Mcm over je kan cerita but hey, ni pengalaman yg jujur sejujur jujurnya tau. If only sy dpt 'perasaan' mcm tu lg..

{Ramadhan 2011}
Ramadhan tahun ni banyak memendam rasa. Hidup dgn someone dgn konsep i see you when i see you. Mampu?? Haha. Sahur, berbuka, semua pun sendirian. Allah je peneman..

{Ramadhan 2012}
How it's gonna be, wallahu'alam. Tp sy bniat dgn ikhlas dan sy ingin berjanji dgn Allah, supaya Ramadhan sy kali ni bukan ibadah yg sia-sia. Bukan setakat tahan mulut dr nomnom segala benda. Sy cuba utk solat pd awal waktu, utk bjemaah, utk basahkan lidah dgn zikir, utk jadikn quran sbg bahan bacaan sy sbelum tidur dan dalam train ke office.

"Eleh, cakap mulut je tu. Poyo"
Jgnla mcm tu. Jgnla plekehkan sy. Bantu sy utk luruskn langkah kaki ke jalan tuhan. Sy dh byk kali jatuh. Bukan setakat luka, malah dh tempang dh kaki ni...


p/s: Ambil masa 2hari utk draft this post. Sbb most of the time, bila tkenang, bila mnaip, hati jd sebak. Sy yg jahil ni rindukan Dia. Kalau ada yg merindukan Dia, mesti faham apa yg sy rasakn wktu ni. Salam Ramadhan utk saudara Islam sy yg lain.


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Friday, July 13, 2012

Ramadhan!


Ouhh, Ramadhan dh dekat sgt-sgt! Dupdapdupdap sy dibuatnya. Kenapa? Tggu.....


1. ni promo utk office I okehh
2. curi gmbr asal bfo edit kt google. tq owner!

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