Food is my middle name

That day we went to JB. For record, we (en.Ubi & I) went to Hospital Pakar Sultanah Aminah. Takde new kes apapun. Cuma normal-annoying check up. Haha. Knp annoying? Korang imagine k.. since this is our very first time drve sndiri pi JB so pjalanan yg patutnya 4jam jd 6jam. Tak kisahlah tu. Part yg annoyed nya, jmpa dktor tak smpi stgh jam pun! Dhla tu, doktor pula kerekkk je i tell u. I didnt expect the doc to treat me like a princess. But at least u show la your professionalsm. The one that i met blm dpt title specialist pun lg, baru MO - Medical Officer. Dh nk act kerek2. From what ive heard, selalunya yg dh ada title specialist will act cool jer n ramah. Especially pakar neuro. Btw, antara tujuan lain ke situ was to hndover a written request by doctor shell to tht MO. The request was to transfer myfile from gov.hspital to private. Sbb lbh mudah nk monitor mycase if it being handled here at kl ke putrajaya ke cyberjaya ke. Jimat pun jimat (here i talk abt travel cost). Malas dh nk sambung cerita psl hspital. Later when the met ended, ktorg nk pi cari tmpr mkn yg famous2 kt JB. So i asked en.Ubi dia tingin mkn apa? En.Ubi ngidam nk mkn nasi beriyani gam. Tekak johor sungguh. Saya yg mbesar kt johor ni pun xde ler ngidam beriyani gam. First step, kitorg google. Keluarlah medan selera larkin which located opposite to balai bomba larkin. Dkt je jg dgn hspital. So we went. Bila sampai je, tgk2 tmpt tak seindah yg digambarkn dlm google. Biasa jek tmpt tu. Sgt2 biasa. Saya ajk en.Ubi google hat lain. Keluarlah satu kedai ni kt plaza angsana. Kami pun meluru ke angsana. Saya bgtahu en.Ubi, plaza angsana ni famous la kt JB. Dulu2 kalau ada audition sinaran passport kegemilangan utk bhg selatan mmg buat kt sini. Angsana pun x jauh mna dr balai bomba. It just kami xtahu jln so byk memusing. Parking kt situ agak hazab sbb parking lot kt each level sooo limited (macam kt 1shopping conplex kt langkawi. Takbeshh!!). Dh dpt parking, dgn hepinya kami pi ler cari kedai yg dimaksudkan. Tapiii.... hampanya bila dpt tahu yg kedai tu xdak juai nasi beriyani instead they were famous wth mee rebus. Apekah?? Apekah?? Begitulah perasaan saya bila dpt tahu. Rasa nk tonyoh2 result google kt muka tokey kedai tu. Being wth en.Ubi, of course dia tenang je walau badai dtg mnjelma. Haha. Dia lh yg cool me down. Mmg rupanya kami yg tersalah baca. Bkn salah baca caner.. google betul dh - beriyani gam JB. Tp result yg klua semua tmpt mkn famous kt JB. Terrrrmasuklah kodai mee robuih ni haa. Panas pulak hati eden time tu. Tp sbb perut dh lapa, saya ikut jelh ckp en.Ubi to just try whatever nice food kt angsana tu.

I ordered kacang pool. A set of kacang pool cost u rm5 (kt situlaa. Not sure if tmpt lain lbh murah). Saya first time dgr & mkn kacang pool. Kacang pool ni ada roti bakar & soup daging aym with kacang tanah ke kacang merah ntah. Sup yg pekat & rich with spices. Byk cili padi & biji ketumbar dlm mgkuk saya tu. Rasa dia unik sikit sbb byk spices kn. Tekak en.Ubi say no no tp tekak saya mcm blh je terima. Cara mkn dia, roti bakar tu cicah ngn sup pekat tu. Sesuai utk breakfast & tea time i guess. Oh lupa, on top of sup tu ada telur mata kobau yg dimasak mcm benjo. En.Ubi just had nasi kandar. Kesian en.Ubi :( Takpe, later kita cari nasi beriyani gam k laling! Kami x jln2 pun dlm angsana sbb mall tu mcm err xde apa pun yg menarik. Maybe sbb tu satu2nya mall in the town & mall tu dh lama wujud so sbb tu famous. Sblm blk, en.Ubi blnja chatime. Yeayyyy!! Imma hepi kiddo! :)) Straight blk kl almost mgrb kami smpi. Surela lapa blk kan? So kami pekena tomyam pulak. Tomyam kt mna? Tomyam kung la :)) Dh besar dh kedai ni. Dorg expand sikit. I like it. I mmg kena mandrem dgn kedai ni. I know i know. Haha.

My forever favorite menu here: nasi tomyam ayam ice lemon tea. Sizzling blackpepper squid tu favorite en.Ubi. om nom nom senang hati mkn. Kepenatan, terus blk rmh & rehat. The next day en.Ubi cuti. Yeayyy! Hepi kiddo mode turn on again :)) On this particular day, nk uruskn hal2 berkaitan duit. Duit masuk tak byk duit keluar yg byk. Sighhh. Tak serik gamaknya tgk duit keluar, en.Ubi blnja lunch kt Octopus Sushi. Knp kt sini? Sbb dulu prnah gatai mulut ckp nk mkn kt sini. Last2 ha hambek en.Ubi pksa mkn sushi tgh2 jln mcm penguin ni :p

En.Ubi sbnrnya allergic sikit dgn chinese, japanese, taiwanese, viatnamese food nih. Tp dia korbankn tekak dia demi nk fulfill gatai mulut saya ni ha (dulu whatt. Skrh mna ada mnta nk mkn bkn2 dh. Hee). Pun begitu, korang jgn tertipu! Yg set teriyaki chicken tu lah en.Ubi punya hokeyyy. I mkn sepinggan hijo tu je. Amik dr rail. Jakun jap tgk mknn bgerak2 mxm naik ketapi. Sepinggan hiji tu pun dh rm6.90 -_-". Nasib baik sedap. Ok last cite psl mkn (jnji last. For ths entry la. Hehe). A day before pi JB, en.Ubi ada g audition. Audition apa biarlah rahsia :) En.Ubi was so afraid tht he not gona get tht 'part'. En.Ubi time lain dia blh jd saaangat matang. Tp kalau dlm hal2 cmni dia akn merengek kerisauan smpi sy xtahu nk pujuk nya caner. So bck from the audition, i drove B & ask en.Ubi to sleep. Mujur dia nk tidur. So sy pun jenuhla memikior apa nk buat to at least let him chill a bit. Then i thought of wadihana. Tempat ni dh laaaama sgt saya nk pegi. Sgt lama tp saya xpernah ckp pd ssiapa or ajk ssiapa. So maybe if i bring en.Ubi here, dia akn hepi sikit :)

Alhamdulillah mmg en.Ubi suka hi situ & licin pggan beliau. Dia kenyanh perut, saya senang hati Dah tu je cerita pasal mkn nk share ngn hangpa. Saya tahu, korang mkn lg best2 :) I wrote this as part of my lovely memories wth en.Ubi. Saya bersyukur, dlm setiap ujian, Allah masih pnjamkn dia utk saya. & i love the feeling that, almost once a week saya akn fall in love with him again & again. Terima kasih awak :))

and i cried...

Siapa yg ada my fb, tahu kot that i felt so sad being literally 'not accepted' in the saf within the same sajaddah. Indeed i felt demotivated & i cried. Bertatih keluar masjid menuju ke kereta airmata dh bergenang. En.Ubi was already finished his isya' & waited inside the car but luckily outside was dark that en.Ubi cant detect it. But i wasnt able to hold my breath. Sebaknya seolah saya 'dihalau' dr saf. I may exeggerate the situation but no. Sadly it happened to me :'( O Allah, if only people can have my body even for a second, they might understand the pain that i buried inside. Tried to not focus on the sadness, I in the end buka mulut cerita kt en.Ubi. We were at kedai mkn. Bergenang lg airmata bila bercerita :'( Ini antara sbb saya blm bersedia nk jmpa semua org. Sbb bkn semua fhm my circumstance right now. Saya xnk org bersimpati. Jgn. Sakit ini nikmat bg saya. Sakit ini dtg dgn sejuta rahmatNya. Tp x pula saya mampu 'berkeras hati' bila hadirnya saya dlm saf tdk diterima :'(

shopping!

So i went to ikea (yesterday)(alone). Sy takdak masalah kalau dicampak ke ikea. Cuba campak duit skali. Confirm laaagi takdak mslh. Nawaitu nk beli selimut. Tidur mlm kt rmh baru ketaq2 walaupun x turn on kipas. Smpi ikea cun2 sejam bfore mgrb. Sempat je nk sambar selimut hat murah skali tu (rm8.90).

Tapiiii, ntah mcmna tak semena-mena mambang rambang dtg menyerang. Kt dlm ikea tu jg dia serang i. I iz ketakutan dgn mambang rambang. Jd i wuz flying kick the mambang rambang. But mambang rambang wuz so tough & hard to be killed that u finally went home with these: quilt warmth rate 1 (rm14.90), quilt cover set for single (quilt+2 pillow covers)(rm29.90), cermin (rm15), frame (rm2.50)(i call this mamak frame sbb kt cyber most kedai mamak letak frame ni ats meja). I think tu je yg terrrpaksa dibeli setelah diserang mambang rambang.

Gmbar quilt cover set x jumpa pulak kt website ikea so sy guna gmbr xcun sendiri.

Quilt cover design sama je mcm throw tu. Bezanya yg throw wrna soft grey. Yg quilt+pillow cover wrna strong grey. At first nk beli 2 throws tu sbb roopanya en.Ubi tidur ngn selimut kontot. Pdhal beliau kaki je spesis kaki ank zirafah 2tahun. So konon baik hati nk belikn 1 selimut utk dia, 1 lg fo ma-self. Tapi tulah. Sekali lg, akibat serangan mambang rambang tu, en.Ubi dpt selimut, saya dpt quilt (tebal sikit). Sbb tu by purpose beli same pattern. Nnt kalau kitew dh kawin, blh guna ni kt blk tetamu. Bilik i king size bed i dh siap2 beli masa dpt bonus haritu. En.Ubi geleng kepala je dgr. Hikss :))

Samseng pendek akal

En.Ubi keje mlm. Kebetulan mlm ni beliau superbusy pulak. Harus cik gayah membebel kt sini. Dgr lh ni korang. Cite sedih :'( terngiang2 kt telinga ni org nk buat tak elok kt B. Kwsn rmh baru saya ni free parking. So konsep dia siapa park awal, dptlh kau parking best selesa amn sejahtera. Kalau agk lewat, nasib ler kome nk mencelah tang mana. Smlm sy g mna ek smpi blk lewat sikit? Memory lost tp pendek cerita parking2 strategic mostly dh full. So sy buatlh double parking. Okay2 i admit my mistake tp sabar duluuu. Pjg lg cite cik gayah.. reasons why saya berani double park are because: 1) selalu kt tapak YG ITU mmg ada je org park jg. Xdehal pungg? 2) bg pnilaian sy, still considerate lg keta lain nk klua-masuk. Tgh mlm smlm mmg sikit2 xsedap hati. Mcm risau norr kt B. & asyik terlintas bkn2 jd kt B (bila cite ni pun sedih je) bila terdetik yg bkn2, cpt2 sy mohon lindung kt Allah. Ya Allah, Engkau bersifat maha melindungi. Lindungilh harta yg Engkau rezekikn & redhakn pd ku. Pendek je doa cik gayah. Tghri ni td bru cik gayah keluar. Nk zohor kt surau/msjd yg ada air. Sy cek B dpn blkg. Ok semua. Alhamdulillah. Tp tgh2 sy pnskn engine, tetiba mai sorg lelaki naik motor. Dia ckp, "kete awak ni td ada org nk pecahkn. Nasib baik sy nmpk. Sy tgk je dia baru dia mcm x jadi buat. Sy rasa dia marah ke bengang ke sbb dia xboleh nk keluarkn kereta dia. Nnt awk parking kt tmpt lain" Astagfirullah B!! :'( alhamdulillah Allah bantu & lindungi :'( Sempat saya tnya kt lelaki tu - budak remaja ke yg nk buat tu? Lelaki tu ckp eh remaja apanya, dh tua org tu. What came cross my mind - KOTT ye pun ada kereta yg menghalang laluan dia, takkan lah semudah itu dia nk membalas dgn memecahkn kereta org lain? Astaghfirullah..astaghfirullah. pendek sungguh pertimbangan. Sedih sy kalau jd apa2 kt B :'( Sy sayang B. Bkn sbb dia ialah 'harta' tp sbb dialh sy dpt jejak ke masjid sana sini, sy dpt jmp fmly sy, sy dpt g klinik urus itu ini. Walaupun B baru entered mylife, tp jasa dia dh byk bg sy. Dlm hjn kilat pun dia redah sama2 dgn sy. Taktahu lh if korg rasa pelik ada rasa syg cmni kt your car/motor. Tp sy tnpa segan silu, admit that i do. In the end, what ive learnt - harta dunia itu ujian. B ujian buat sy. Dh baring kt rmh pun terbayang2 sy keadaan B. Ya Allah, lindungilah. Lindungilah :'(( Bila timbul hal ni, buat sy lg nekad nk kerap bawa B g surau/ibadah. Dlm ceramah ust.kazim ada beritahu, meraikn rezeki Allah itu perlu. Antara caranya, kalau ada 5kereta bawa lah pi masjid kereta hat paling mahai tu. Ini tdk, motor kapcai jg yg dibawa. Alasan - senang ostaaaad =_=!

interior designer tak bertauliah

Hallooo.. jgn tokojut eden post 2 entries skali harini. Ni namo eh ado maso senggang. Eden bukan org nogori tp somonjak ada B ni (w xxxx u) eden kalau buka era mesti ado lagu kojolobak kojolobu. Eden pelik kenapo semuo lagu nogori tak mau poie port dickson? Takpolah jang. Berbalik pd niat asal menulih mlm ni, nk bgtahu yg titew stress ni tau awak (mulut kemek-kemek minta sikit). Titew stress sbb titew pndah tmpt baru. Titew. Titew.. haih rimas haih eja cmtu. Canerlah budak2 skrg blh jd rajin norr eja cmtu. Oh actually, sy move to a new place. This new place klu ada rezeki lps nikah nnt jd rumah kelamin la. Hiks. Geli pulak rasanya ckp psl kawin. Hahah. Tp basically perancangan awalnya begitulah. Yg buat sy stress, bila rumah kosong, org perempuan ni tend to jd interior designer. Nk deco begitulah beginilah. So pantang nmpk furniture cantik, semua nk beli. Gila byk duit nk invest. Utk master bed, utk second bed, utk hall, utk dapur. Blm kira brg2 elektrik lg. Nangiss! Mmg biasanya org akn ckp biar suami yg sediakn semua tu. Betul. Nafkah tmpt tggal klengkapan rmh semua have to be prepared by the husband. Itu tanggungjawab dan janji suami pd Allah. Tp dh kalau nafsu isteri yg manjang nk beli furniture mcm i ni, tu dh di luar tggungjwb suami. Sbb tu communication between the husband & wife, penting. Cumanya, sblm i jd isteri org ni kan, i malas nk bgtahu en.Ubi kalau ada bnda baru nk dibeli mcm sofa ke rak ke meja ke. Sbb nnt en.Ubi pesan soh jgn membazir. Sobs..sobs.. stress sbb yg dia pesan tu betul. 200% betul. Tp saya ni bergelut dgn nafsu serakah pantang tgk furniture. I declare myself tgh meroyan. Bai.

quicky

Sejak jd org keyhell balik, life is super tiring. Nk memblog pun xdak mood sgt. Plus, the-known-no-water-issue makes me even crazier. Payah woo nk berwuduk. I iz sad sbb dgn my condition ni, bknnya blh ssukahati keluar drve ikut dan. Ya Allah, aku pohon Kau mudahkn urusan solatku ya Allah.. just for my own record, hritu pi rumah future makmen. Sempat tlg beliau kt restaurant. Tolong pnya tolong smpi sinki kek kodai tu eden TERjatuhkn & pocah. Kocut porut eden. Nasib baik makmen pakmen cool. Kalau tak mano tau dongan kopala eden dio pocahkn balik. En.Ubi buat apa? Mggu lps en.Ubi byk buli me. Bulimia betul en.Ubi mggu baru ni. So i declare - tanak kawan en.Ubi.. Bai.

irma

Malam ni mood tak stabil sgt. Ada sebab but let me keep it just to myself. En.Ubi and i had a wonderful weekend ths week. Tiring but we were so grateful getting some ilmu for ourselves. It was en.Ubi's idea to attend that majlis ilmu. Ya Allah, doa saya semoga beroleh suami yg berilmu, sudi dan mampu memberi ilmu pd saya serta sentiasa mengizinkn saya utk mcari ilmu. We were having our lunch juussst next to utm's building. So en.Ubi terdetik tanya if i want to continue my study. Of course saya jawab nak. Walaupun IT wasnt my food from the begining, tp sbb saya minat belajar (proses belajar - classroom, lecturer, classmates, library, exams) jd apa2 course pun inshaaAllah wouldnt be big issue for me. Tp, jauh jauh di sudut hati saya, saya risau, sedih, down, sbb hakikat saya x boleh menulis. Fyi, im a lefthanded person & sakit ni had impacted my left side and hence, sakit ni sekaligus menyebabkn saya not being able to hold pen or pencil firmly. In short, saya x boleh menulis. Sedih. Sgt sedih sbnrnya. Kalau nk diceritakn, saya selalu nk menitik airmata hanya sbb pegang pen je pun. Sounds silly kn. Tp ini cerita benar. Menjadi satu kehibaan buat saya bila pgg pen. Utk menulis nama sendiri skrg ni pun, byk tenaga yg perlu saya kerahkn, byk saraf yg perlu saya fokuskn. So i cried silently inside. Allah jua yg mengetahui. Sy berdoa semoga saya terus kuat dan cekal mnghadapi ujian Allah. Saya yakin, Allah menguji saya begini sbb Dia tahu, saya mampu melaluinya. Saya yakin, Allah takkan menzalimi saya. Semoga apa jua nikmat dan derita dunia mnjadikn saya lbh beriman pdNya. Doakan saya ye semua. Terima kasih atas sedekah doa anda :')

W xxxx U

Oh i must say again and again how mercyful (dono how to eja) Allah is. He lend me with en.Ubi that i feel sooo blessed. Honestly, en.Ubi act a bit funny lately. Dia layankn and tunaikn almost all my kepinginan, kemengidaman. Ive told him jgn buat cmtu sbb sy pula yg takut. Mcm i will 'going somewhere' soonest pulak. Kerrr awak nk sy xde ni? Hmm baru terfikir cmtu. Ciss. Na'uzubillah. InshaaAllah i know him in & out. His act reminds me of a friend yg nk masuk pulapol 6bulan ke setahun ntah. Sebulan sblm my friend tu 'dipenjara' kt pulapol, her fiancee punyalah melayan dia mcm tuan puteri. Nk mkn apa, nk gi mana, my friend petik jari je. Conform dpt. Dh kahwin dh ada baby sorg pun dia. Such a happy couple :) Berbeza dgn saya, lps saya perasan en.Ubi became my ginnie in a bottle, saya stop ckp kt dia apa2 yg saya nk or teringin. Sbb sy takut! I wasnt about to go anywhere. Plus bknnya ada sesiapa yg nk culik saya. Kdg2 cemburu en.Ubi blh tahan gak. Heheh. Ntah apo dicemburukn pun eden confuse. Eden baik yo eden ghaso. Takdo pulok eden kenyit2 mato kek abg sado. Takpelah intan payung oii. Jnji awk jaga saya betul2 mcm yg Allah pesan, cukuplh. Saya ada je dgn awk, x pegi mana2. Klu sy nk ke mna2 pun, awk akn jd yg terawal tahu. InshaaAllah :)) Btw, sy nk kongsi kgembiraan sbenarnya. Sy ada baby baru!!

Taraaaaaaaa!!! Comel tak? (Yg putih2 melati sebelah kiri tu my baby. Belah kanan kete org mkn burgerbytes skali ngn kitorg. Haha) Saya bila berdua dgn dia, saya jd ralit bersembang dgn dia. Haha. Betul ni. I called her 'B'. Tapikn..en.Ubi x bg. Dia soh tukaq nama. Cheq tau pasai pa jd cheq turutkn. Turut pun xdelah turut sgt sbb xtahu nk bg nama apa nk pggil apa selain 'B'. So bila we were alone without en.Ubi inside, i still call her 'B'. Hakhak. Sorry intan payung :))