Dream

Hey there.. You see, this week kinda hectic week (again) for me. Shoot to Kelantan and get back to KL within 3 days which I guess probably we were spending 2 days on the roads! Melodrama happened during the so-sudden-journey and yes, im tired.

In the tiredness week, I’ve dreamed of some mysterious dreams. Though it is blessed, but still I keep wonder why I dream so. Last 2 days my unconscious mind brings my soul to Makkah. Yes, you read it right. I was facing straight to the Ka’abah, His House. Tremendous to be there, to be sooo closed to my qiblat. But I’m freaking out tht our motel seems to be an obsolete-scary motel. We (me and other jemaah) were blindly looking for our room. We hold each other in nerves and kriiiiiiiiiiiiiiingggg..!!! My clock rang! Thus I start to speculate this and that about the dream.

Nights before, i dream of my ayah questioning about one surah in furqan. I open my forever-loved-blue-colored tafsir and recite to ayah surah Al-Masad. I’m not sure if ayah concerning about that surah in the first place and I’m not sure why I choose that surah. So 2 days ago, after I dreamt of visiting Makkah, I rush for my tafsir. Turn page by page until I found surah Al-Masad. Let me share with you the surah.

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Binasalah kedua-dua tangan Abu lahab, dan binasalah ia bersama!

Perish the hands of the Father of Flame! Perish he!

Hartanya dan segala yang diusahakannya, tidak dapat menolongnya.

No profit to him from all his wealth, and all his gains!

Ia akan menderita bakaran api neraka yang marak menjulang.

Burnt soon will he be in a Fire of Blazing Flame!

Dan juga isterinya, seorang perempuan pemunggah kayu api

His wife shall carry the (crackling) wood - As fuel!

Di lehernya sejenis tali, dari tali-tali yang dipintal

A twisted rope of palm-leaf fibre round her (own) neck!

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If you ask me whether I've found the answer or meaning of my dream, I would speedily say no. What I do now is keep turning back myself to Allah. Seeking for His bless and mercy. Begging Him to not take my 'iman' off me. I know I've been too far from my promises to Allah, and hold the iman which trust me, might be even smaller than the tiny sand of the Red-Sea.

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Tak sabar menunggu Ramadhan!


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The unheard story

Class heavenly starts! Weeha! Weeha!! Kau gayah baru klas ptama yela weeha weeha bagai. Esok-esok dh masuk mnggu quiz, mggu assigment, mggu paper, haa, masa tu baru tahu erti penyesalan. Gayah o Gayah...

Cik Gayah remains the noty-noty her. Cuma status dia yg berubah :">

Rakan-rakan sepeningan yg lain pun ada ramai yg berubah. Berubah penampilan, berubah selera. Yg free hair dh btudung, yg btudung dh btudung labuh, yg wifey dh jd mommy, yg berambut pendek dh berambut pnjg, yg pdiam dh jd byk cakap, yg btegur mcm dh kurang btegur pun ada (sob sob sob. i hate this feeling). Paaling ketara, kelas kami dari lbh kurang 20++ students dh mbiak jd almost 35 students kot. Jgn tnya siapa dorg tp yg pasti, dorg ni lebih senior dr kami-kami yg comel miawmiaw ni.

Ada jejaka gojes tggi setinggi tiang lampu highway duke, bawa motor besaq tau uollls! ;)

I honestly wish and du'a tht mereka-mereka ketawa dgn hati yg sungguh-sungguh gembira masa kami gathered hari tu. Seriously tkesan dlm hati sy bila sy tahu, dlm gelak-gelak tu, rupanya ada yg drundung sedih :'(  Sabar ye wahai kawan. Itu semua ujian yg masing-masing dr kita akan tempuhi, cuma ujian yg Dia berikan bbeza utk dri kita dan bbeza jugala cara kita kna lalui n tangani. Sy sgt pcaya, dugaan yg kdg2 kita rasa buat dunia kta tbalik, buat kta meraung sorg2 dlm bilik air, buat kta bgaduh dgn psngan, adalah tnda Dia masih sayangkn kita. Kebahagiaan selama-lama di dunia xmjamin syurga. 

"Kadang-kadang, cukup utk sy tahu dr jauh, 

bahawa awak bahagia wahai kawan.."

Till I'm blogging again, smile! :)

Hai

Hari ni target nk balik awal, nk kejar free shuttle tp angan tinggal angan. Katil, bantal musyuk, baju bbakul2 tak basuh kt rumah tu terpaksa jua menanti penuh sabar kepulangan sy. Mengong dh maghrib2 cmni ngadap laptop. Teheehee..

Mulai bulan ni kena pandai bhemah ketika bbelanja -motif?? Aiyo! Nk jimat pun kena motif meh..? Jimatla, mana la tau esok lusa nk taweng-taweng dh. Hahah. Feeling lebih kan gayah kan...

Apa melalut ni pun tak tahu. Btw, malam smlm mimpi ular! Baaaanyak betul ular dlm mimpi tu. So pg ni terus google utk cari maksud mimpi dlm islam. Kalau based on my research, mimpi ular tbahagi kpd 2.

i) Mimpi ular putih -kunjungan malaikat
ii) Mimpi ular hitam -alamat kurang baik, ilmu sihir

Baca je maksud mimpi kedua tu, terus sy urut dada istighfar byk2. Na'uzubillah, na'uzubillah. Semoga Allah melindungi sy yg jahil ni dr dengki khianat manusia. Kalau ada pun yg benci atau terasa hati atau bdendam dgn sy, biarlah benci setakat benci sj. Tak kisahla klu yg mbenci tu nk mngumpat nk mfitnah sy ke apa, tp jauhknlah guna ilmu2 ni. Tak daya sy nk mlawannya :'(

Tp kerisauan sy mungkin juga x btempat since sy pun xsure ular dlm mimpi sy tu wrna apa. Ada jg yg ckp, mimpi ular banyak ni mksudnya ada pkabaran gembira. Ada betulnya jg kot sbb adik sy dpt offer masuk UiTM kt Machang, Kelantan! Habis la lepas ni dia balik rumah muar je kecek pah ceroh! So, kalau ada rezeki sy jale-jale Klate la weekeng ni :))

Hmm.. sbenarnya xde specific cerita pun nk share kali ni. Randomly je sbb tu letak tajuk "Hai" (omey tak itew?? <--harus ada mulut itik di situ okeh T_T) Mesti korang bosan baca-baca je kn? Nah. Sharing with some of pics masa sy training kt my 'blue' company hari tu.

p/s: Sy halalkan makan minum semua. Sy ampunkan dosa semua kpd sy. Halalkan makan minum sy, ampunkan dosa sy pd awk semua..




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#3. Tahukah anda?

Tahukah anda bahawasanya sy seorang yg gemar untuk bergambar? 

Ye! Sy suka ambil gambar diri sendiri dan apa-apa yg mengujakan sy (so, budget diri kau mengujakan ke gayah??). Bila sy ingat-ingat balik apa puncanya sy jadi 'sawan' kamera, sy senyum sndiri. Senyum sbb Alhamdulillah, jauh jauh jauh di sudut hati ni, sy tahu bahawa diri ni sentiasa mengharapkan redhaNya :) Semoga yg baik bterusan. Amin.

Punca sy 'sawan' kamera adalah doa yg sekerat ini:

"Ya Allah, sebagaimana Engkau telah mengelokkan kejadianku,

maka elokkanlah juga akhlakku"

(tak ingat dah bila/di mana first time baca doa ketika tengok cermin. 

but surely it was long long years ago)

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Sukhumvit

Petang smlm makan kt tempat santeksss kt Kampung Bharu! Harga? Saaangat affordable.

nama kedai ni SUKHUMVIT

nmpk klcc pun nk kagum meh..? boriinggggg.... 

tomyam campur menangis. skali hirup confirm menangis!

sotong goreng tepung yg mcm udang goreng tepung

get the idea of the place. wal-laah!

p/s: Sori tak review in details. Sy dh nk balik dr ot. Later ek! 

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Songlap

Konon td dtg office nk kayaraya pulun ot. Sudahnya, dr 12:30pm sampai laa ni xsentuh 1 keje pun lg. Bad girl. Bad Y_Y Alasannya td nk mkn mcd tapau dulu smbil tgk apa2 movie. Pastu tjumpa pula Songlap kt utube. Last2, haa.. hamek mlarat2 smpi pukul 2:30pm. Cerita Songlap best! Cuma mcm geram sbb knp dia xgtau apa jd dgn Ad & Am lepas2 tu??? Sy nk tahu! Sy nk tahu! Ok, jerit2 88 kali pun xdenya pengarah tu nk remake the movie. So, klu nk 'merasai' apa yg sy rasa, chekidaut yalls!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G1guM3FhqoE&feature=related

p/s: Part 3 FROM PENANG WITH LOVE sabaq naa cheq...