Hello dearie Jijah! :) I am moreee happy that some of my post has gave you useful info. Mmg itu niatnya if menulis - nk share maklumat berguna. Saya pun trace and read back content post Rebak tu. And i realize, saya x habiskn cerita sampai ke sudah. Hampoon! Itulah, patut masa fresh2 blk dr sana terus hbskn bcerira. Ini bertangguh.. So, terima kasih Jijah dear sbb 'mengingatkn saya utk keep on writing while the story still fresh :)

14-02-2014

Since saya sakit, 'the date' changed and a new date that was on my mind ialah 14 feb. Simply because tarikh ni falls on friday. On top of that, its 14022014. Cantikkn? :) but my nikah day wont be depending on cantiknya nombor. Cukuplah if its fall on khamis/jumaat.but then again, msa dok pilih the new date, we werent expected yg selama ini (now is already 5mths) saya sakit. Yg lebih tabah dr diri saya sendiri dh tentunya en.ubi. and i can see how much sakit saya ni mematangkn dia. I'll keep pray so that he'll be the best imam of me. Sbnrnya nk share sikit tht i am in the middle utk membuat satu keputusan yg saaaangat besar. Melibatkan kerjaya dan masa depan. Some are giving me 'proceed' feedback but some are advising me 'to hold'. Mlm ni saya usaha mula istikharah so tht i'll get His feedback.

apa-apa jelah

Saya beli set kacip tembaga rm130 dan songket utk sampin nikah encik ubi rm370. Both after bargain in ganu-style yoww. Haha. Penim pala mokcik keda layan ambe pagi takdih di pasa payam. Saya balik putrajaya nnt saya cerita detail lg together with the gambars k ;) till then peeps! #mahal ke ek saya beli tu? Ke harga standard dah?

I have a twin yoww

Tgk tajuk agak2 korang percaya tak? Hehe.. hanya orang2 terpilih yg akn percaya. And me myself, walaupun beliau bukanlah my biological twin, tp saya percaya dia ialah kembar saya :) Lets start with my doa dulu2. Since saya ni ank sulung, saya selalu wish to have a kakak or abang or a twin! For me (in my imagination masa zaman skolah, zaman hingusan), dorg blh jd tempat saya share eeeeeverything. Time flies and who knows after sooo many years, Allah grant me that wish! I found, i met someone yg saya yakin 'dia' kembar saya :) Agak lama utk saya adapt that there was someone who really feels the same way like me. Bkn setakat rasa, pemikiran, panas baran, jahat baik, caring, gentle, suka itu suka ini oh goshh we have soooo many things in common. Seingat saya dr sekecik2 bnda (pasir. Haha.sila percaya) ke sebesar2 benda (bulan!), kami sama2 ada perasaan yg sama bila melihatnya. Subhanallah. But after a while, after all the joy n happiness that we have had together, saya 'pulangkan' dia balik pd hidup normal dia kembali. I was mean ( really mean i tell u. Sobs..) but i trust dia lebih bahagia begitu :) Saya xtahu if dia gonna read this but i really hope you do feel happy :) If u wonder why i wrote this, xde apa.. cuma teringat dia selalu get back to me if saya bersedih. Walaupun jauuuuh terpisah, walaupun xde penghubung berita, tp bila saya sedih, dia akn selalu muncul tiba2 (erk, mcm hantu pulak eh bunyinyo jang!). On the last note, i would love to let you know, that i am now at Terengganu. Dah setahun kot plan nk mai, last2 sampai juga sorang2 wlupun dlm keadaan sakit :) Saya banyak meminta2 pd Allah, tp utk yg ini, saya masih juga nk meminta padaNya - kalau ada pahala saya dgn memulangkn dia dn menjadikn dia lebih bahagia, menjadikn dia lebih dkt pdMu, saya nk sedekahkn pahala ni kpd kedua org tua kami. #tetiba pasang lagu juara AJL. Bahagiaku deritamu. Gittew cik gayah :p